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I am Not An Addict, And Never Will be. I have A Father that is Addicted to Drugs, and is going to be in prison until I am 21, My Mom Loves Pain Killers, I have watched my Grandma age farther than she should because of Drugs. and I see them and I know I don't want to be anything like them. I love my Family no matter, I just chose to be better. My Uncle Joe-T He is a Drug & Alchol Councelor and he is an amazing person, especially everything that he has faced. He was Addicted and has Been Clean for a verrry Long time.And I really Appriciate everything he does for me and my Mom. I have Faced things I Never would have expected my Boyfriend of 2 years Got Into Drugs and Now Is Addicted, I tried everything I could to help him, but it wasn't possible, you really can't help someone if they don't want it. He was also Abusive, I'd like to say because of drugs but he started before and Honestly the drugs were the only thing that kept him from wanting to hurt me. Because he took Extacy, and it helps you be chill i guess would be the word. and Because He abused me I had feared him very much and I still do I did whatever he wanted and he used something against me and I had to Try Extacy, and Because My Strong Will and my beleifs I did not get addicted, and I will never do a drug again. The only reason i did it was to protect myself from being hurt. I have learned alot threw out my life, and i am still learning I just hope it doesn't get any worse. I am finally away from that abusive relashonship and can go on with my life, but still in fear, I have problems mentally because of it and i am trying to get better day by day i do. But always have my set backs. Well That is just a little about why I have this Account.
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