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My story is very similar to a thousand other addicts...I finally figured out I'm not unique. I drank, I blacked out, I got raped, I got married 3 times, I got the sh*t kicked out of me by someone who said they loved me for 3 yrs. I had a child out of wedlock that I did not want, never wanted kids, concieved between birth contols. She is my everything and I would gladly die for her..... no hesitation. I mainlined cocaine....it was my drug of choice and the best feeling in the world along with a kick ass diet...to bad it was literally kicking my ass rite to the grave....5 treatment centers later....I'm clean.... for over 19 yrs. I wrote "teacher" as my occupation cuz I'm a CD counselor for youth and all I do is try to "teach" them a better way to live, if they want it. I'm just a seed planter that has great hope that the seed will take root and flourish someday......
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I like spring because that means summer is rite around the corner.....I like to take nice long bubble bathes, shave my legs.....put some lotion on and crawl into fresh crisp clean sheets. I love my little cabin in the woods. I find comfort and peace there. I love to sing. I sing alot. I consider myself a spiritual person. I have two sides to my personality. One part "good girl" one part "naughty girl". Shy really isn't in my character list. I'm nasty... but only in the best of ways, the innocent fun type of nasty. I respect peoples boundaries and try to act accordingly around those boundaries, but I'm also my own person and that is important to me too. I'm sexually innappropriate at times but I find sexual innuendo hilarious. I believe these opposite parts of my personality are related to the fact that I'm a Gemini. You know angel on one shoulder, dirty lil wench on the other..... I love my family and my friends. I have the most awesome people in my life. I like to laugh and I love to hang out with people that make me laugh. I like the unconditional love that I get from animals, I prefer them to some of the people I know......I love the sun on my shoulders and sand between my toes. I love my daughter with my whole being, she is a beautiful strong independent, confident young woman. I'm so proud of her. I like making memories, the kind that you can smile at later, not the ones that make you cry...Here are some of my memories that have made me smile ......
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I don't like winter or being cold. I don't like mosquitos or other annoying bugs. I don't like to fold clothes. I don't like to cook. I don't like people to take pictures of me. I don't like cocky guys. I don't like self-centered people that make everything about them....I don't like talking to machines "press one for English"....I don't like waiting in line.......I don't like Malls..........
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I love music, I listen to it all the time, all day at work, on the weekends around the house, at night when I'm working out. I have so many songs that remind me of different events or moments in my life. Music can change my mood, it takes me to any place I wanna be............gotta have music....
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I can watch almost any type of movie, from horror flicks to a good tear jerker.... I especially like a well thought out "who done it" it seems today that most of the time u got it figured out from the gate...its really refreshing to watch a movie that makes ya go man!!!....... I didn't see that comin......I am spending alot of time with chick flicks lately....but I'm trying to stay with the funny ones and the ones with really hot actors in them.....Chocolat w/ Johnny Depp..yum....
I just watched Made of Honor.w/Patrick Dempsey.... another yum
I'm making a list of "must see" movies for the New Year...I've never seen Shindlers List...shame on me........
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I really don't have any hobbies. The closest thing I do that may resemble a hobbie is plan hikes or camping trips. I love to hike to a hidden lake where most people won't go. Or a lookout on a mountain 6 miles straight up hill. I like to explore an old abandoned cabin. I do collect antiques....the cabin thing reminded me of that....ohhh I do make my own soap.......
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December 6, 2008, 8:44 am hey
everybody
I
know
I
have
talked
to
a
few
of
you
about
my
life
and
how
fuced
up
it
has
been
for on
and
off
about
6
years
now
......some
moments
beter
then
others.
Anyway
I
had
made
a
decision that
I
was
going
to
get
my
man
bac
and
live
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Hi
Babygirl,
You
are
one
of
my
favorites
too,
Love
you
with
all
my
heart,
Paris
