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Grateful_Live
" I dream I'm floating on the surface of my own life, watching it unfold. "
My URL: http://www.addictiontribe.com/Grateful_Live

JOB: Retired
SMOKE: Yes
SOBER SINCE: 5/19/08
RELIGION: Not Religious
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Dating
MEMBER SINCE: June 19, 2007
POINTS: [ 1443 ]
GENDER: Male
LOCATION: New Hampshire, United States
AGE: 29
VIEWS: 107
STAR SIGN: Sagittarius
LAST LOGIN: 08.28.08




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if god can preform miracles then you'd have to think that Satan has a few tricks up his sleeve as well..




There are no secrets in life, just hidden truths that lie beneath the surface.



We are all here because of narcotic and/or alcoholism addiction. Me both... So anyway, this is going to be about who I am not who I was, I was a pretty bad person for quite a while so I'm done thinking about it.
I now am a very successful recovering addict. I have wasted too much life being in an altered world, and life is just too good to be clouding up with sh*t, or ending My life for a high. I know I was saying that before, but now true to myself I know it wasn't even fun anymore, just a nasty 24/7 job that was draining every last bit of life I had. Things I can enjoy again, or maybe actually for the first time in 15 years. Music is much of my life, especially going to shows, and especially now that I am clean. I like leaving and knowing what I just saw. I have 2 dogs both labs, Molly and Dozer. I also have a cat named Dee Dee, got him the day after Dee Dee Ramone died, another victim of that wonderful opiate. His sober spirit lives in my cat though, you should see him wail on the bass. I drink Coca Cola for breakfast. I like walking around in the woods, Bushwhacking, Horticulture, swimming, stealing the tops of mountains, etc... I play the drums. I like beating on things... hehe.. Been playing the guitar too,and now my new bass... How do I all of a sudden have money again...hmmm... I am a bit of a computer geek too, into graphic design digital imaging stuff. Will be going back to school again soon at the Art Institute of Pittsburgh online. Trying to kill all the lazy in me. Like things hands on, and to create things, anything works, really digging the sense of accomplishment, especially more recently. Being more at peace with myself. All in all I am in progress of getting my sh*t together, and very happy about that, I'm going places in life now. I'm not trying anymore, I'm f@cking doing it!



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Jim Morrison



Being Happy, Standing in warm rain and feeling alive, and at peace, and thinking of how small and insignificant I am in this universe, Mountains, Rivers, Lakes, Fire, Hiking, Camping, Mountain Biking, Long boarding, Soccer, Ball Games, Music, Concerts, Snowboarding, Skiing, Snowshoeing, Hanging out, My pets...
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withdrawal, chasing for more, being broke, wearing long sleeves all summer, feeling low, relapsing constantly restarting my clean date, ignorant people, People who can't admit when they are wrong, people with bad intentions, crappy music (which isn't a lot because I love music, it is in my soul.)
On a brighter side, enjoy!
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August 28, 2008, 3:24 am
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Sara HAS been here, and she's still lurking...
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August 27, 2008, 5:18 pm
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Hi Ryan, How has your day been, I have been a little concern, with how your ex sponsor has affected you. Did you get the new sponsor last evening. I have you in my prayers. Love&respect, Paris

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August 27, 2008, 3:49 am
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August 26, 2008, 9:43 pm
Hi Ryan, thanks for the visit today. I am pulling and praying for you. Hang tough and hang in sweetie. You have to move forward and not look back so much. I hope to get in earlier today (WED) maybe we will be online at the same time. I have been busy. Life is Good but changing but for the better. Always know I am here to support you anyway I can. Love&happiness, hugs, Paris

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August 26, 2008, 9:43 pm
Hi Ryan, thanks for the visit today. I am pulling and praying for you. Hang tough and hang in sweetie. You have to move forward and not look back so much. I hope to get in earlier today (WED) maybe we will be online at the same time. I have been busy. Life is Good but changing but for the better. Always know I am here to support you anyway I can. Love&happiness, hugs, Paris

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Dee Dee Ramone


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I like most all music that doesn't suck in my eyes...



Grateful Dead - Playboy after dark

The Queers

Motorhead - Stay Clean

Anything with lots of pictures...


Bad Santa, Airplane, Candy, American Psycho, American History X, Outside Providence, Goodfellas, pulp fiction, Requiem for a dream, Spinal Tap, Silence of the Lambs, Sweeny Todd, Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind, The Usual Suspects, American Beauty, One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest, etc, etc, etc...
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Yoga, meditation, holistic life, and everything else spirituality to complete harmony in my life.
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Found this pic of me from '98, gave me a chuckle and brought back forgotten memories...yup pure granola head then..haha..
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August 25, 2008, 6:08 pm
I had written a blog before saying that my sponsor had relapsed, but he managed to use the manipulating addict mind, to manipulate my manipulating mind. Turns out, he lied to me, lied to everyone
including his tough ass sponsor, who will
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