Addiction

As most addicts do,I have relapsed but have been able to rise above the guilt and shame and reestablish my sobriety.I feel as I have placed too much importance on my relationship between me and my wife and it was detrimental to my level of serenity, because I am full of anger and bitterness against myself and life in general. I hold no grudges against her but have come to the conclusion that I can't stay clean when I am constantly lying and being a bad husband. So at this time,I'm reconnecting with the God of my understanding and picking up the pieces of a broken relationship.Just staying clean for today and finding peace within.

True friends who tell the truth.The hope and inspiration of all the world's religions.The simplicity of staying clean.Working hard and making an honest living for myself.Ha Ha Ha paying bills....

Being sick(physically),persons who show no gratitude,the disease of addiction,the lies we tell ourselves to stay high,dishonourable behavior...

Dierks Bentley-It's A Long Trip Alone,Radiohead-Creep,Cowboy Junkies-Sweet Jane,Porno for Pyros-Pets,Blue October-She's My Ride,Modest Mouse-all their songs

All God's Children,The Golden Dawn,The Rosicrucian Cosmo Conception,Without Remorse,The Teachings of Buddha,Holy Bible,The Holy Qu'ran,The Dead Sea Scrolls,Tibetan Book of the Dead.

A Beautiful Mind,Phenomenon,Gladiator,The Lazarus Project,Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind,Jacob's Ladder,O Brother Where Art Thou,Enemy of the State.

Drawing,reading,listening to music,fishing,attending meetings.