Addiction

August 4, 2008, 6:13 am

Hi Paul.. long time eh... I'm sorry about that but I've had some really big things going on in my life & lots of change.. more to come too cos I'm coming over there soon to pursue my art career.. I should be there by mid September.. I'm all set now actually but waiting on my visa.. I am so excited but a little scared some days but I'm keeping the faith & definitely keeping it in the NOW.. OMG.. I'd be so overwhelmed if I didn't.. Anyway, I hope this finds you well and life is being kind to you. I hope your treatment is going well?? Let me know when you get the chance ok.. Have a great week and keep it safe..luv mazzy :)

May 28, 2008, 6:53 am

Hi Paul.. I love that Bush comment.. hilariously..shame it's so true though.. What's happening? Is everyone getting up over there or what? I've only just got home from a meeting.. I sat in the car talking to my sponsee outside her house afterwards as usual so it's late...I came on here to say hello to a few friends & I had 5 messages & then I had to go back to two pages to check all my comments.. sh*te!!..It's so nice to be loved but it's so hard being popular too..lmao... I sure as hell was neither of those things at the end of my drugging & drinking.. I'd see people cringe when they saw me coming but it never stopped me... I'd still hang around feeling uncomfortable but it was better than being alone & feeling like sh*t & hating myself & every body else...Life's good today but I'm so tired..I might have to post a bulletin saying that I'm just too busy to get to everyone cos I have people worrying about me now cos I'm not on here as often as I used to be.. Anyhoot, have a great day & keep it safe.. luv ya, mazzy

May 20, 2008, 8:32 am

Hi Paul.. how are you.. When you start that treatment? you probably told me already but I have a memory like a sieve.. bloody brain damage..Actually, that excuse is getting old..that's what the problem is...I'm getting old..Damn it..however, I refuse to grow up..this made me laugh and then think of you..lol...have a great day.. be well be safe & be happy.. luv ya, mazzy

May 17, 2008, 3:12 pm

May 17, 2008, 5:33 am

Hi Paul. Oh my.. I still haven't checked my emails..I'll get to them in the morning if I remember..damn brain damage..hehe... Have a great weekend, have fun but keep it safe.. luv ya, mazzy