Addiction

I'm just going to have to come back to this one later. This is just too close to home for me right now. Already have come back and edited all this crap 4 times now, in 3 days.

For now:
Female, Medium short blond hair, 5'7 or so...

BAD: cynical, sardonic, can become emotionally detached, or appear to be, temper, all that comes with it. Got a lotta baggage.

GOOD: Loving, caring, empathetic, good listener,and yes...very emotional, but only to myself, and those who get can drill, blast, hammer, dynamite their way through my concrete wall around me.

More Later...

Dry humor, ppl who shoot straight, and don't BS me, cats, dogs, anywhere there's water, (waterfalls, the ocean/beach, rivers) dating someone (on/offline) who keeps my interest for more than a sentence, and...pills. Lots and lots of pills. Big, small, I've ate 'em all... blues, reds, yellows, scrips...I'm still a user, and just taking the first baby steps to get help. Try to get help...Try. Try. Try...

Jesus freaks, "born again" addicts in recovery who like to preach, lectures about my using, people who tell me what to do, and how to do it, attitude, because I have a BIG one, and I try to keep it in control.

Hmmm...'Bout as diverse as my movies.
HATE: Country, Rap/Hip Hop, Opera.
LOVE: Jazz, Blues, (and yes, I'm a SWF), Classical, LOVE the Sax, Violin...solos, not that wild "jungle" jazz, lessee, Alternative, Massive Attack, Sarah McLachlan, Alison Moyet, all female, never cared for male singers much, don't know why...??? Lessee...mmmm.. Heart, Annie Lennox, to Celine Dion and Barbara Streisand!

Sci/Fi Fanstasy, Time Travel, Occult/Metaphysics Anne Rice, Stephen King, Dean Koontz, (his old books), Piers Anthony, Robert Jordon, David Eddings.

The Terminator,(I, II) Alien, Aliens, (and yah, I'm a chick! LOL), {I prefer the "Sarah Conners", and "Ellen Ripleys" of movies, not the silly screaming blonde, calling out for help}, What Lies Beneath, The Thomas Crown Affair (Brosnan/Russo, then there's my "chick flicks": Beaches, The LakeHouse, Steel Magnolias, Postcards From the Edge (Now THAT's me), Lady Sings The Blues, The Two Worlds Of Jennie Logan, Somewhere in Time, gah...I could go on and on...

Gardening, reading, poetry, movies, astrology, my dog, walking through the forest here in the PNW, the beach, having my alone time, 'puting aroung on the 'puter.