My name is Cheyenne and I am an addict. I started drinking at age 8 and using drugs at 14;however my addictive personality was there way before that. I do to much of anything I like... food, sex, gambling, drugs, drinking, shopping...whatever I could do to make myself feel better about being me for a minute or two. It took me going down a really bumpy road and falling and getting back up a lot to get to where I am now. I have a family that loves me even though I was so unlovable for a long time. I have an 11 year old daughter that loves me no matter what and that I can be there for. I have a man in my life that loves me for me (and he knows the REAL me)....unconditional love is what I have for everyone and everything around me. I see the world completely different then I did when I first got clean. I love me and everyone around me...I give back when I can and am working my steps to the best of my ability with a loving sponsor. Live is good today and I Am Loving Being Me!!! In the words of my sponsor " I Wish You Lots Of God Because Luck Has Nothing To Do With It!!!"
I like sunsets, the wind blowing softly on my face, kissing, cooking, talking to friends and strangers, tatoos, & road trips (as long as I have shoot gun!) I like the winter when there is snow, you know those days that are sunny but have a crisp cold air! There is a lot more, just don't have time to list them all!
Fake people, winers, liars and mean people. I dislike summer in the desert, hot wind, and having my family so far away from me!! I dislike that I can't have my daughter right now because I can't afford an 11 year old full time. I dislike, the most, that the friends I thought I had are no longer a real part of my life. I have learned a valuable lesson... Actions Speak Louder Then Words, some people just haven't grown as much as I have or are on a different level, either way I wish them all the best and hope that they find whatever it is they are looking for out of life! I Am Loving Being Me!!!
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Dean Koontz, John Saul & Stephan King. You Have to Get a book Called "The Shack" by William P Yung....Changed my outlook on everything!!! I'm sure there are others just havent found them yet.
I like all different kinds of movies. Depends on my mood I guess. Sometimes I want to cry and other times I want to be scared or laugh until I cry. My top 3 all time favorite movies are The Breakfast Club, 16 Candles & Hell Raiser (Chater Box Kicks A**)
Who has time for hobbies? When I do get a free moment I love to spend time with my daughter, other family and friends. I love to cook when there is someone to cook for other then myself. I have always loved to draw and do crafts but I haven't done either in a really long time. Road Trips are the # 1 hobby on my list, I have a Man in my life that spoils me and we have been doing a lot of road trips lately! I Am Loving Being Me!!!