I'm a 32 year old woman originally from NY, moved to Cali when I was 10 to get away from the chaos of living with a drunk mother and Step-father. It was either mind games, beatings or being ingored, not to many happy moment. I have 2 sisters and a younger half-brother (just Bro to me). Things were good for a minute, then I started drinking etc. I have been using and drinking since I was 14. Never got into trouble with the law until the day after my 25 birthday. I did 18 days in county and was released with 2 felonies and 3 years of summary probation...It took about a year and a half for me to get busted again, doing the same thing with the same people. I wasn't so lucky this time. I did a month in county and 13 months in Prison. Only twice being arrested and I got prison time,(2004) I was good after that. I did what I had to to change my life.I never used or drank the Prono in prison, then I did a 60 day residential treatment, when released, sober-livings for a year after that, along with NA & AA daily, I have a sponsor and I am being of service whenever I can. I now have a little over 4yrs clean and have never had it so good. Don't get me wrong life is in session and it sometimes takes everything I have to just make it through the day. I am willing to do whatever it takes to stay where I am or move forward. I have a daughter that is now 11 and I am not willing to break my promise and leave her again. She still lives with my mom because I am not ready mentally or financially able to take her full time. I do play a roll in her life today and we are holding on until the day comes I can take her full time. My biggest lesson is that my GOD has a sense of humor, now I can laugh with him instead of trying to run!
I like sunsets, the wind blowing softly on my face, kissing, cooking, talking to friends and strangers, tatoos, & road trips (as long as I have shoot gun!) I like the winter when there is snow, you know those days that are sunny but have a crisp cold air! There is a lot more, just don't have time to list them all!
Fake people, winers, liars and mean people. I dislike summer in the desert, hot wind, and having my family so far away from me!! I dislike that I can't have my daughter right now because I can't afford an 11 year old full time. I dislike, the most, that I doubt myself and my capabilities!!!
Dean Koontz, John Saul & Stephan King. I'm sure there are others just havent found them yet.
MOVIES
I like all different kinds of movies. Depends on my mood I guess. Sometimes I want to cry and other times I want to be scared or laugh until I cry. My top 3 all time favorite movies are The Breakfast Club, 16 Candles & Hell Raiser (Chater Box Kicks A**)
HOBBIES
Who has time for hobbies? When I do get a free moment I love to spend time with my daughter, other family and friends. I love to cook when there is someone to cook for other then myself. I have always loved to draw and do crafts but I haven't done either in a really long time. Road Trips are the # 1 hobby on my list, but my car finally died for the last time and I am now carless....someday I will get another!!!
