Addiction

I am a bundle of contradictions, but I mean well. I love music and laughter. I love my family. I love my job. I had almost forgotten how to be happy for a while, and it took a horrible toll on me. I am working on happiness again.



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My little boy's smile, kittens, clean sheets and the smell of Downey when the dryer is running, the real thing, intelligence, contradictions, kissing, flirting, dreaming of what could be, new beginnings, sobriety, patience, kind people, any form of beauty, pink and black, sardonic wit, men who are nice to me, tattooed women, cigarettes and coffee

Emotional unavailability, insincere people, pressure, dependence, lack of focus, circus midgets

45 Grave, 7 Seconds, 999, The Adicts, The Adolescents, Agent Orange, Agnostic Front, ALL, The Angry Samoans, Anti-Flag, The Avengers, Bad Brains, Bad Manners, The Beatles, The Beltones, Black Flag, Blondie, Blood For Blood, The Boils, The Bouncing Souls, David Bowie, The Boys, The Briefs, The Butt Trumpets, The Buzzcocks, Cake, Johnny Cash, Nick Cave, Celebrity Skin, Ray Charles, The Chords, The Cigarettes, Circle Jerks, The Clash, Eddie Cochran, Cockney Rejects, Alice Cooper, Elvis Costello, The Cramps, The Crawdaddys, The Cure, D.O.A., The Damned, The Dead Boys, The Dead Kennedys, The Dead Milkmen, The Descendants, Desmond Dekker, The Dickies, The Dictators, Dils, Dirty Water, The Distillers, Dr. Hook, The Dropkick Murphys, The Ducky Boys, Bob Dylan, Eater, Eazy-E, Eddie and the Hotrods, Everclear, Far From Finished, Faster Pussycat, Fear, Freddie Fender, Flogging Molly, Lars Frederiksen & The Bastards, The Gears, Generation X, The Germs, The Grateful Dead, Al Greene, The Groovie Ghoulies, Guttermouth, Richard Hell and the Voidoids, Rev. Horton Heat, Hole, The Hollywood Brats, The Howling Men, Hudson Falcons, Iggy and The Stooges, The Impossibles, The Jam, Etta James, The Killjoys, The King Cole Trio, The Kings of Nuthin, Kiss, L7, LA Guns, The Lambrettas, Mark Lind and the Unloved, Shane MacGowan, Mad Sin, Main Street Saints, Bob Marley, Me First and The Gimme Gimmes, The Merton Parkas, Middle Class, Roger Miret and The Disasters, The Misfits, Motley Crue, The Muffs, Negative Approach, Willie Nelson, New York Dolls, Nirvana, NOFX, NWA, The Offspring, Pigmy Love Circus, The Pixies, The Pogues, Poison Idea, The Polecats, Lloyd Price, Prince Buster, John Prine, Public Enemy, Queen, The Ramones, Rancid, Reagan Youth, The Real McKenzies, Otis Redding, Lou Reed, The Replacements, The Rolling Stones, Samhain, Secret Affair, The Selecter, Tupac Shakur, Sham 69, Sheer Terror, The Simpletones, Sinners and Saints, Slaughter and the Dogs, The Slits, The Small Faces, The Smoking Popes, Social Distortion, Southern Culture On The Skids, The Special AKA, The Specials, Steel Pulse, Stiff Little Fingers, The Stray Cats, The Street Dogs, Sublime, Suicidal Tendencies, The Sweet, Swingin' Utters, System Of A Down, Johnny Thunders, Throw Rag, Time Again, Tobias, Too Free Stooges, The Transplants, Big Joe Turner, U.S. Bombs, The Undertones, UXA, Richie Valens, The Vandals, The Velvet Underground, Verbal Abuse, The Vibrators, Vice Squad, The Violent Femmes, Voodoo Glow Skulls, Roger Alan Wade, Tom Waits, Wasted Youth, Weezer, The Weirdos, The Welch Boys, Hank Williams (Sr., Jr., III), X, Youth Brigade, The Zeros ... gawd, I don't know ... everything that doesn't get played on KISS-FM!

The Dictionary, MAN, technical manuals, sex manuals, Anne Rice/Rampling/Roquelaure, Shakespeare, Hemmingway, Dickens, Steinbeck, Vonnegut

3000 Miles To Graceland, Amazon Women On The Moon, American History X, A Beautiful Mind, Blue Velvet, Born Free, Casablanca, Clockwork Orange, Creep Show, Dead Man Walking, The Decline of Western Civilation, Easy Rider, Faster Pussycat! Kill! Kill!, Fight Club, Forrest Gump, Good Will Hunting, The Great Rock and Roll Swindle, Happy Feet, It's A Wonderful Life, Joe Dirt, The Man Who Fell To Earth, The Muppets Movie, My Fair Lady, Natural Born Killers, Pulp Fiction, Requiem For A Dream, Repo Man, Resevoir Dogs, Serial Mom, Snatch, Spun, Team America, anything John Waters, anything Russ Meyers

Slaughtering perfectly innocent time with the Interweb thingy. Oh, and I like exercise like running my mouth, pushing the envelope, jumping to conclusions, and rocking the boat.

And of course the dreaded MySpace

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