| By: |
Tricia4044
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| Mood: | Frustrated |
| Date: | May. 17, 2013 |
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I
guess
im
just
getting
frustrated.
I
have
over
two
years
clean,
and
it
does
get
better
with
time,
so
why
evertime
something
goes
wrong
or
gets
hard
my
mind
always
goes
""THERE"
I
get
tired
of
wrestling
with
that.
I
wonder
if
it
will
always
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I
am
ashamed
to
say
that
I
used.
So
I
am
back
to
day
1
but
I
won't
give
up.
I
am
realizing
all
over
again
that
the
real
prison
is
inside
myself.
I
the
more
I
feed
the
crack
monster,
the
more
it
wants.
I
need
to
do
some
soul
searching.
I
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I
wrote
earlier
today
but
can
not
find
the
post
so
I
will
try
again.
I
am
finding
that
boredom
seems
to
be
a
big
trigger
for
me.
It
is
important
to
stay
busy
and
so
I
need
to
set
goals
and
commit
to
some
hobbies
and
stay
occupied.
But
first
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| By: |
JanWSOS
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| Mood: | Other |
| Date: | May. 15, 2013 |
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The
five
myths,
with
a
brief
explanation,
are:
1)
Addicts
are
bad
people
who
deserve
to
be
punished.
"Driven
by
changes
in
the
brain
brought
on
by
prolonged
drug
use,
they
lie,
cheat
and
steal
to
maintain
their
habit.
But
good
people
do
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For
now
I
will
make
my
introduction,
"short
and
sweet"
or
maybe
I
should
say
bittersweet.
I
have
been
sober
2
days
now.
I
recently
relapsed
and
drank
and
smoked
crack.
I
thought
I
was
doing
great
and
I
still
am
tempted
to
blame
my
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