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First Night Sober AGAIN

By: Joeguitar
Mood: Anxious
Date: Mar 10, 2013
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Once again I am struggeling with Day 1. I started drinking years and years ago, the day I quit smoking weed. Now I drink all night long until I "brown out". Then I get up, swear its gonna stop, and begin the many cups of coffee needed to go to work. today is different. I tappered off alcohol for the last 4 days (last night 4 drinks) and today is the start of clean. This is my first blog and the first time I'm admitting I need help. DAY 1 again




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March 13, 2013, 7:43 pm

  Hi.  Are you still sober?    I'm 3 days straight and on my way through day 4.  It's odd how my brain is clear but I'm sleepy all the time.  I guess that's one of the side effects of sobriety :) 


 

 I too didn't stop after 2 or 3 drinks, I stop between 4 and 9, usually after i'm quite buzzed.  My pattern was to start drinking around 8 pm and drink to 11, but on occasions I would drink until midnight.  Thats when I brown out having a "greatTime" only to wake up still buzzed in the morning.  This time I'm done for good.  I'm not waiting to his rock bottom or a life altering event.  I just want to stay sober above all other goals.

Hope all is getting easier for you,

Joe


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March 12, 2013, 12:16 am
WTG Joe. It's such a unloading of a burden by admitting the need for help. You and I share the same days sober. We'll get another day tomorrow.
Keep at it, Shoppy

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