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Unsure
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By:
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fay33
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Mood:
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Anxious
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Date:
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Nov 26, 2012
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Music:
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A fine frenzy
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So
I'm
not
quite
sure
what
I'm
looking
for
here...
probably
just
accountability
and
reflection.
I'm
disappointed
in
my
behavior.
I've
never
had
that
much
of
an
issue,
usually
I
can
have
2
drinks
and
call
it
a
night.
Lately
I've
been
depressed
due
to
my
family
situation,
the
stress
it
causes
me
and
the
effort
to
just
move
forward
each
day
has
been
a
bit
much
to
handle.
My
husband
and
I
are
in
the
military.
He
has
severe
PTSD,
he
doesn't
live
with
me
and
the
little
one,
nor
does
he
pay
support.
He
does
however
see
the
little
one
about
5
days
a
month,
which
I'm
greatful
for.
Anyway..
I
blacked
out
once
this
weekend,
horrible
binge
and
mostly
my
fault
for
only
eating
once
that
day
and
the
day
prior,
yup
make
that
I
ate
once
each
day
for
4
days.
It's
like
when
my
little
one
goes
to
dad's,
I
just
forget
to
take
care
of
myself.
I
have
2
balanced
meals
and
2
snacks
when
I
have
her,
but
the
moment
she
leaves,
it's
like
I
can
just
forget
that
I'm
also
responsible
for
myself.
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