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By:
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hodag
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Mood:
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Tired
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Date:
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Feb 05, 2010
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Music:
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None
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I
haven't
ben
on
this
site
for
a
while
because
I
could
not
remember
my
password
and
it
seems
like
the
tribe
people
are
not
concerned
about
sending
it
to
you.
I'm
on
now
and
that
is
what
counts.
I
would
like
to
update
you
on
several
things.
First
and
most
important,
I
am
still
clean.
My
husband
also
passed
away
on
6-25-08.
He
is
at
peace
and
I
am
happy
for
that
but
I
still
miss
him.
I
couldn't
promise
him
that
I'd
never
use
again
but
I
did
promise
him
that
I
would
do
my
best
not
to
use
and
I
have
been
able
to
keep
that
promise
to
him.
At
times,
it
has
been
hard
but
I
am
still
using
my
medications
AS
PRESCRIBED!
I
am
very
proud
of
that.
There
are
days
when
I
pray
for
God
to
take
me
home
but
he
has
not
done
that
yet
and
I
will
not
push
the
issue.
I
have
been
through
a
suicide
and
I
will
not
put
my
family
though
that.
Not
much
else
to
say
right
now
so
I
will
post
this
and
take
a
nap.
It
is
cloudy
and
(to
me)
cold
here
in
AZ.
Lori
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