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God's disaster
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By:
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newwayoflife
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Mood:
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Frustrated
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Date:
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Oct 28, 2007
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Music:
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None
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It
was
a
day
ill
never
forget
but
elimination
of
this
memory
would
put
the
univers
in
a
better
space??
the
war
in
my
mind
began
when
the
enimie
attacked
&
i
was
drafted
into
my
military
at
age
4
my
dad
the
enimie
packed
his
sh*t
for
unbenonced
to
this
soldger
for
the
last
time
with
no
good
by's
no
hug's
&
i
will
call
him
charlie
as
charlie
was
the
enimie
in
Viet
Nam
&
i
will
call
myself
Joe
as
Joe
was
the
kid
sent
to
fight
a
war
no
one
understood
or
gave
a
rats
ass
about,
after
charlie
closed
the
front
door
joe
had
a
nightmare
right
after
saying
his
prayers,
Now
i
lay
me
down
to
slle,
i
pray
the
lord
my
soul
to
keep,
if
i
shood
die
befor
i
awake,
i
pray
the
lord
my
soul
to
take--
god
bless
ma
ma,
pa
pa
&
my
kitie
happy,
the
nightmare
that
followed
was
i
got
allmost
what
i
payed
for
god
took
my
soule
but
unfortunitley
for
me
i
lived?
after
a
week
on
the
front
i
put
the
thing
i
loved
the
most
my
cat
happy
in
the
refridgerater?
why
ma
ma
aksed?
i
dont
know
ma
ma?
little
did
joe
know
ma
ma
was
fighting
her
owne
war,
Joe
started
to
think
ugly
&
hate
the
enimie
that
had
changed
his
world
for
good,
little
did
the
enimie
know
joe
was
a
good
soldger
the
only
good
quality
he
had,
the
next
plan
for
joe
was
to
fight
the
enimie
at
school
you
see
at
5
Joe
was
big
&
strong
&
wanted
kids
to
fear
him
so
he
fought
&
cheated
&
stole
&
beat
up
the
small
kid's
&
the
girl's
when
asked
why
by
his
ma
ma,
after
being
sent
home
joe
answered
the
only
way
he
new
"i
dont
know
ma
ma"
remember
Joe
had
no
soule
but
couldent
admit
it
as
that
would
show
weekness
&
to
Joe
that
wasent
happening,
joe
was
going
to
kill
charlie
no
matter
what?
Joe
went
back
to
school
a
few
day's
latter
only
to
continue
the
fight
&
hir
reward
for
fighting
this
was
was
to
be
keped
back
in
the
2nd.
grade
wile
all
his
enimies
moved
ahead?
Joe
thought
am
i
stupid
but
like
a
good
soldger
kept
that
one
stuffed
inside
as
being
stupid
was
a
weekness
&
emotions
were
a
distraction
Joe
was
going
to
win
the
war
without
feeling's?
as
feeling's
just
get
in
the
way,
Joe
moved
up
in
rank's
found
something
that
made
him
feel
good
music?
rock
&
rool
was
peaking
a
revolution
was
happening
listening
to
songs
like
heroin,
needele
&
spoon,
f@ck
the
cops,
all
the
cops
are
criminals
&
all
the
siners
saints,
was
joe
a
saint
in
his
owne
f@cken
mind
he
was,
joe
hat
to
take
advantage
of
sainthood
&
moved
up
in
ranking's
to
the
devals
drug
when
joe's
was
12
his
good
friend
shot
him
up
&
saint
joe
for
once
sence
he
was
4
felt
like
the
war
was
taking
a
turn
for
the
better
&
he
could
realy
now
f@ck
charlie
in
his
ass?
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