Past Few Weeks
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By:
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Ritchie
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Mood:
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Other
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Date:
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May 29, 2008
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Music:
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Johnny Cash
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Having
spent
the
last
couple
of
days
thinking
about
the
last
couple
of
weeks
now
seems
as
good
a
time
as
any
to get
this
out
my
system.
Had
went
to
a
concert
with
my
cousin
and
was
drinking
bottles
of
water,
cousin
had
beer;
no
problem
both
happy
with
that...until
he
went
to
the
bar
and
ordered
beers
for
both
of
us.
Rather
stupidly
i
drank
without
looking
what
i
had,
even
more
stupidly
thought
it's
just
a
beer
no
bother. Then
it
was
3am
staggering
home
when
i
had
to
then
get
up
at
7
ouch.
Next
night
had
went
to
my
friends
to
watch the game and
that
was
me
12
pack
in
hand,
just
like
nothing
had
changed. Last
week
same
cycle
football,
concerts,
hangovers. Last
couple
of
days
I
feel
i've
dragged
myself
out
again,
but
less
confidence
about
staying
off
-
dont
think
too
much
of
a
bad
thing,
was
maybe
becoming
too
confident
before. Tonight
the
2
week
beard
is
gone,
front
garden
has
been
cut
(back
garden
was
cut
on
Sunday
but
had
to
have
2
beers
first
to
prevent
throwing
up!
how
ridiculous
it
that).
and
hopefully
a
better
understanding
of
myself.
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