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the difference today..
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By:
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sasykat59
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Mood:
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Frustrated
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Date:
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Jun 04, 2008
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Music:
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None
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Frustrated,
oh
my
have
I
been
that!
Yesterday
I
(
space
cadet
I
can
be)
left
my
purse
at
the
bus
stop,
did
not
even
notice
I
was
without
it,
till
I
got
off
at
the
community
college
I
attend.
So
I
frantically
run
to
my
first
class
and
told
her
I
needed
to
get
some
things
taken
care
of,
because
as
I
thought
it
did
not
get
turned
into
the
bus
shop.
It
was
left
downtown
,
at
bus
stop,
where
alot
homeless
are
around.
So
I
cried
,
kicking
myself
in
the
butt,
wondering
how
I
can
be
so
stupid
as
to
such
a
thing,
I
had
my
school
backpack,
did
not
leave
that
there,
just
purse
with
rent
in
it,
and
other
important
things.
I
was
angry
at
myself.
All
day!
But
then
I
prayed
on
it,
talked
to
my
sponser
about
the
day
also.
Now
today
is
better,
I
got
my
new
ID
(
state
)
,
got
my
new
medical
card,
canceled
my
debit
and
so
on.
The
difference
in
today
,
is
I
let
it
go,
gave
it
up
to
GOD!
There
is
no
sense
in
punishing
myself
for
the
loss
of
my
purse.
It
is
not
going
to
bring
it
back
to
me
right? But
in
the
past,
when
I
was
using,
I
would
have
cried
to
user
friends
about
it,
and
got
free
dope
to
get
high
so
I
would
not
think
of
it!
I
surely
would
have
not
taken
the
steps
in
taking
care
of
state
ID
and
other
things
like
I
did.
So
I
decided
that
instead
of
wallowing
in
my
poor
me
attitude
and
being
upset.
I
would
pray
on
it,
and
all
is
working
out,
brother
is
sending
me
money
for
rent,
and
2
bills,
I
had
the
money
in
purse
as
I
was
going
to
go
get
money
orders
after
school.
I
still
am
cleaning
up
a
overdraft
from
old
bank
so
until
I
do
,
I
have
to
pay
rent
and
bills
in
money
orders.
So
I
feel
I
have
changed
in
some
ways,
and
things
do
not
have
to
be
worse
then
they
are,
Nothing
will
change
somethings
that
happen
in
life,
you
Just
Have
To
Give
It
To
GOD
and
things
will
turn
out
okay.
I
never
in
my
life
believed
in
that
,
till
now!
God
Bless
everyone
,
Kathleen
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