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family crisis!!! help!!!
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By:
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solostnow
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Mood:
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Don't know
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Date:
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Nov 28, 2012
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Music:
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None
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This
is
a
tough
one.
Through
my
depression,
anxiety,
and
addiction,
I
have
been
helping
my
daughter
on
her
road
to
recovery.
She
ended.up
on
mail.for.several
months,
doing
things
under
the
influence
that
landed
her
there.
Two
weeks
ago,
she
started
a
court
mandated
transitional
residencal
recovery
program.
She
was
enjoying
her
meetings,
but
having
a
tough
time
not
seeking
out
a
pill.
I've
been
a
hypocrite.
She
needs
a
strong
mom.
And
I
am.weak.
she
was
forced
into
being
clean.
I
just
admitted
to
being
addicted.
Last
night
she
self
harmed...she
busted
a
wall
with
her
fist,
cut
and
burned
her
leg
with
a
knife
and
lighter,
and
took
over
10
of
her
muscle.relaxers.
I
like
to
know
how
these
things
were
so
accessible
and
staff
was
not.
Today
she
ran
away.twice.
and
I
met.up
with
her
and
took
her
back...eventually...she
got
put.of
the
car
at
a.light.
I.was
told
if
I
had
not
done
that,
taken
her
back
to
rehab,
she
would've
gotten
her
bond
revoked
and
gone
back
to
jail.
She
admits
to
being
lost.
Losing
hope.
Wanting
of
to
end.
I
have
a
meeting.tomorrow.to
advocate
for
her
mental
health
along
with
a.more.structured.rehab
center.
I
have
to.do
this
while
I
am
secretly
hiding
the
fact
I
need
to
be
in
treatment
to
detox.
Now.
But
she
needs
my.support...I
am
such
a
hypocrite!!!!
My
family
iS
falling
apart.
I
don't
know
how
I
am
gonna
stay
focused
at
the
meeting
between
my
not
using,
my
depression,
my
anxiety.
Any
advice???????????
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