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pretty poison
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By:
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POETLEFEMME
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Mood:
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Lonely
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Date:
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Mar 11, 2013
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Music:
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flobots handlebars
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Try
to
call
me
Make
me
feel
you
Such
in
a
turmoil
that
I
can't
....................Even
breathe
You
say
you
love
me
You
say
you
want
me
to
be
the
best
i
can
be
But
now
i
feel
suffocated
and
i
don't
know
what
to
do
Sickened
by
the
sight
of
my
own
self
I
can't
believe
that
you
can
look
at
me
With
eyes
of
degradation,
seeping
into
me
like
a
ravenous
creature
I
can't
believe
it
has
come
to
this,
When
you
peer
into
my
soul
and
you
feel
like
you
don't
know
me
anymore
Why
is
it
that
I
have
become
such
a
burden
to
you.
I
can't
make
decisions
that
will
ever
make
you
happy
I
can't
be
the
person
you
thought
I
was
or
will
ever
be
It's
obvious
to
me
that
I
will
never
be
the
one
for
you.
The
scales
are
tipped
to
your
side
You
are
adored
by
all.
I
am
the
most
hated,
and
for
good
reason
I
never
meant
to
bring
my
drama
into
your
life.
Have
you
ever
felt
so
alone,
even
in
a
room
full
of
people?
Have
you
ever
thought
of
what
it
would
mean
for
no
one
to
care
if
you
f@cking
died?
Have
you
ever
put
yourself
in
my
shoes,
even
for
a
moment?
Have
you
ever
just
cried
yourself
to
sleep,
knowing
that
no
one
f@cking
cared?
I
can't
turn
back
the
clock
and
change
what
I've
done
to
me
and
you
I
can
only
look
forward,
my
emotions
bottled
up
inside
You
can
only
remember
the
bad
things
and
that's
ok
too.
Hear
my
words,
I'll
only
say
them
one
time
I
won't
be
turned
into
a
doormat
or
a
lame.
I've
made
mistakes,
but
I'm
an
adult
willing
to
take
the
blame.
I
can
only
hope
that
you
stop
making
me
feel
like
sh*t,
end
the
crying
game.
Feel
the
love
inside
my
heart,
Like
you
used
to
before.
Or
just
end
this
agony
before
I
end
it
all.
The
pain
I
feel
is
churning
inside
me,
deep
within
the
core.
I
don't
know
what
to
do
anymore.
I
can
only
pay
the
price
for
actions
I've
already
done.
I'm
so
close
to
losing
my
mind
that
I'm
worried
I
may
do
something
rash.
Like
hurt
myself
or
hurt
someone
else,
tired
of
seeing
the
barrell
of
your
gun.
Pretty
poision,
siren,
if
you
may.
These
are
all
my
names
and
shame
me
to
the
point
of
death
to
come.
Ugly
seedlings
inside
my
head
cause
me
to
forget
who
I
am....
Make
me
bleed
from
every
pore
like
I've
been
used
by
some.
But,
the
difference
between
you
and
me
Is
that
I
know
God
is
carrying
me
through
these
times.
I
can't
do
it
on
my
own,
for
sure.
Only
God
can
judge
me
for
every
sinful
crime.
I
am
totally
surrendering
to
my
faults
I
can
feel
his
ugly
breath
on
my
neck....
He
wants
me
to
fail
again
and
again.
He
likes
it
when
I
look
like
a
trainwreck.
f@ck
me
harder,
i
will
always
say
I
think
i
like
it
when
it
hurts
me
this
way.
Seeking
anger
and
destruction
within
my
heart
of
sorrow.
Kind
of
hoping
when
i
fall
asleep
tonight,
I
will
be
no
more.
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