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By: smoore
Mood: Mellow
Date: Apr 03, 2013
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Sometimes we have to lose everything hit rock bottom before we realize the things we have done and how much help we truly need. i didnt realize how bad i was how much of a problem i really had and how not in control i was until i hit my bottom. i think hitting bottom is different for everyone but when you hit it seems to hit hard. im thankful for having people around who have been supporting me praying for me and with me. without it and staying strong in my faith i wouldnt have made it this far. Im 33 days clean and i feel good. im working on building myself back up right now. but i feel like the future has some great things in store for me. im traveling a rough road but nothing worth having is easy to get to.




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April 12, 2013, 7:49 am

Love to read your continued success.  it should be 40 by now, eh?


Congratulations and keep trugging forward.  We will run into rough patches but  I always tell myself "this will always pass."  Crazy thing is, it always does.  Keep up the good, I mean great work!


Alan



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From: smoore
April 5, 2013, 6:06 pm

just keep praying. thats what i do. im still trying to find my way and figure out what is my purpose why god placed me here. but i do know im here for a reason. i had many nights where i know i should have overdose and prolly not make it but i did. and even though i keep going back i feel like god never gave up on me. and now i can see how messed up and out of control i was being. i was in such deep denial i cant even put in into words. but i am so thankful that now i see and im working on myself. i know it will be a long process but im worth it. and thats the attitude i want to have from now on.



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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference.
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From: clarkev
April 4, 2013, 12:59 pm
Thanks for the post. It's great to hear you're optimistic about your future. I'm just about rock bottom now but intend trying again to get clean. Can't understand why my prayers and those of others have not yet been answered. Maybe praying has helped and will help me yet. What I haven't learned is what God expects me to do myself and what he will do for for me.


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From: clarkev
April 4, 2013, 12:59 pm
Thanks for the post. It's great to hear you're optimistic about your future. I'm just about rock bottom now but intend trying again to get clean. Can't understand why my prayers and those of others have not yet been answered. Maybe praying has helped and will help me yet. What I haven't learned is what God expects me to do myself and what he will do for for me.


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From: clarkev
April 4, 2013, 12:58 pm
Thanks for the post. It's great to hear you're optimistic about your future. I'm just about rock bottom now but intend trying again to get clean. Can't understand why my prayers and those of others have not yet been answered. Maybe praying has helped and will help me yet. What I haven't learned is what God expects me to do myself and what he will do for for me.


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From: clarkev
April 4, 2013, 12:58 pm
Thanks for the post. It's great to hear you're optimistic about your future. I'm just about rock bottom now but intend trying again to get clean. Can't understand why my prayers and those of others have not yet been answered. Maybe praying has helped and will help me yet. What I haven't learned is what God expects me to do myself and what he will do for for me.


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