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you cant judge a book by its cover
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By:
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smoore
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Mood:
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Other
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Date:
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Mar 15, 2013
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Music:
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None
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ive
been
doing
a
lot
of
thinking
these
past
few
weeks.
and
being
on
here
and
posting
and
reading
what
others
post.
its
good
to
know
im
not
the
only
one
and
its
others
i
can
relate
too.
the
only
person
in
my
life
who
knows
what
im
really
going
thru
is
my
husband.
other
people
around
think
they
know
my
storyh
but
the
only
know
what
i
let
them
see
and
what
i
tell
them.
if
they
new
my
whole
strory
i
dont
if
they
would
believe
it.
ive
been
guilty
of
that.
looking
at
someone
and
thinking
no
that
wouldnt
do
that
or
they
dont
look
like
that
kind
of
person.i
but
you
never
know
what
someone
is
really
going
thru
and
dealing
with
in
thier
life.
i
put
on
the
happy
face
when
im
out
and
around
other
people
or
on
a
job.
and
had
my
days
that
soon
as
i
get
off
im
going
to
get
my
drugs
so
i
can
run
home
and
shut
myself
up
in
my
bathroom
and
just
shut
the
world
out.
i
never
looked
at
myself
as
an
addict
until
i
went
to
my
first
NA
meeting.
i
looked
around
the
room
at
the
different
people
and
was
surprised
because
it
wasnt
what
i
expected.
i
guess
i
knida
sterotyped
what
a
crack
addict
should
look
like
or
act
and
since
i
didnt
act
that
way
i
convinced
myself
well
im
not
like
that
i
dont
have
sex
for
drugs
i
dont
look
sick
i
work
everyday
and
maintain
so
i
dont
have
a
problem.
i
thought
i
had
everything
undercontrol.
but
the
drug
was
controling
me
and
it
got
out
of
hand
i
did
everything
but
have
sex
for
drugs.
i
lie
stole
manipulated
friends
and
family.
that
scared
me
because
i
felt
like
if
i
keep
this
up
whats
next.
i
had
to
get
myself
together.
so
right
now
im
rebuilding
myself
and
ive
had
to
start
from
the
bottom.
but
i
know
everything
im
going
thru
is
for
a
reason
and
will
make
me
stronger
day
by
day.
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