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My life should be a movie I had it all at one point in time typical story for an addict and alcoholic. But alcohol and drugs basically destroyed everything around me ( big surprise, haha ). I got sober for a while which was easy, so easy that when my life turned to sh*t after relationships ( which was started in early sobriety, not a good idea ) crumbled, I then once again went on a crazy binge for months ending up in the hospitol for 3 days detox and now I have made the firm choice (I pray) of being clean and sober for the rest of my life because there is no other way. I am in out patient and go to AA. Now the hard part is what to do with myself where to go how to have fun ( fun? what the f*ck does that word mean again? )blah blah blah right? Being sober and lonely I have to say is worse than the worst come down from any drug, but I know eventually I will feel good again and I wanna meet more sober people my age. So where the hell are you?
"If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution-then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise."
ALDOUS HUXLEY
1894 - 1963
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I love cooking that is my career. I play drums in a band. I recently started Mountain Biking again so as to take my mind off things. I love music, being outdoors, hiking, getting coffee, concerts, and spur of the moment activities. Metal, Rockabilly, Tattoos, Hotrods, Pin up models..........
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Reverand Horton Heat, The Meteors, Stray Cats, Lamb of God, Mastedon, Slayer, Alice In Chains, Kyuss, The Sword, Queens of The Stone Age and on an on.......
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Everville, The Damnation Game, Zombie Survival Guide, World War Z, Brave New World, The Secret
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Hellraiser, Japanese Horror, Leaving Las Vegas, Fear and loathing in Las Vegas, The Big Lebowski, American Physco, Eraserhead, Blue Velvet, Walk The Line, Etc....
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Trying to redefine what fun is and means but in the mean time I enjoy, music, playing drums, and mountain biking.
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September 25, 2008, 3:15 am So
I
have
been
M.I.A.
for
a
while.
I
am
coming
upon
3
months
sober.
Since
July
8th.
I
have
to
say
I
know
it
is
sad
but
most
of
the
time
I
never
made
it
past
a
month
and
a
half. One
thing
I
will
say
about
being
sober
is September 2, 2008, 10:36 pm
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