I'm having a love affair with my guitar. It's the most healthy relationship I've ever been in. He listens to me. And he makes beautiful sounds. When I get home from having a long hard day, there he stands awaiting my return. He loves to cuddle and is always up from being stroked. And when I'm not in the mood, he doesn't seem to mind all that much when I ignore him.
I haven't always been good to myself but I'm learning how to do that. I have wonderful friends who I know have my back no matter what. I have the cutest most amazing child in the world. i love animals. I just started eating meat after over ten years of avoiding it. My mood tends to rise and fall with The Patriots. Everyone thinks I'm a hippy although I prefer to not be classified as anything other than human. I have eleven tattoos and I will get more. I write poetry, lots of it. I love to hike. It's very common for me to go to the beach to gather junk that careless people have left for the creatures be poisoned with. I love war protest and peaceful sit downs. I like to go to the beach, sit in a secluded spot and write or read. I love open mic nights and local shows. I can be very random. I want to move to amsterdam some day. People who litter drive me crazy. GREEN IS MY FAVORATE COLOR. I have an obsession with The Beatles. I love nature. I have very few TRUE friends, but I hold them very dear. I want to own a house on a lake. I THINK THAT AS LONG AS I'M HAPPY I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO EXPLAIN MYSELF. I DON'T CARE IF OTHERS DON'T APPROVE. I have found that the only time I'm truly happy is when I'm in the middle of the nowhere with nothing but me, the trees and the horizon in sight. I don't gossip, nor do I listen to people who do. I love the clarity that comes with being clean. I volunteer at the Preble Street Soup Kitchen and I love it. I am an activist. I am just starting to realize what life is all about. I've always had a problem making rational decisions. I believe in Karma. I try to avoid negative energy. I can be antisocial, but I do enjoy meeting new people if the mood fits. I'm a realist. I love like my heart has never been broken. I hate to cry but I do it often. I'm sensitive and I'd like to stay that way.
For the first time in my entire life, I am comfortable being me. Most days I still miss my dirty daydream.
LIKES
My son
My guitar.
Folk Music
Peace rallies
Vegetarian Food
Coffee
Music Stores
camping
Books
The Portland Phoenix
Inscense
Sleep
The woods
Activism
Fire
Moxie
Hiking
Books
honesty
meditating
The smell of campfire
Sleeping under the stars
Canoeing
Swimming
several cups of tea a day
DISLIKES
Not knowing how or when to stop
War
Meat
Judgmental People
Ignorance
Fox News
Popularity contests
Greed
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I love music, but I am picky. I don't like pop, rap or country.
I love folk Music, Jazz, Classic Rock, and some modern rock. I'm a big fan of punk and metal as well.
I'll respect all music that artists actually writes and plays the music themselves.
BOOKS
My top 5 titles in no particular order: Trainspotting, On the Road, Even Cowgirls Get the Blues, A Clockwork Orange, Of Mice and Men.
My Favorite Authors include:
Edgar Allan Poe
Emily Dickinson
Robert Frost
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Charles Bukowski
Henry David Thoreau
Jack Kerouac
Tom Robbins
Chuck Palahniuk
Ernest Hemingway
Jonathan Safran Foer
Henry Rollins
John Steinbeck
J.D. Salinger
Hunter S. Thompson
Allen Ginsburg
Kurt Vonnegut
Irvine Welsh
MOVIES
Indi Films, Documentaries, anything with edward norton, anything that makes you think or wakes you up is good too.
Some of my favorates are American History X, Fight Club, Dead poets Society, Yellow Submarine, Requiem for a Dream, Natural Born Killers and anything by Quentin Tarantino.
I
don't
normally
allow
people
to
get
that
close
to
me.
I
have
an
intense
fear
of
committment
and
for
this
reason
have
been
very
much
unwilling
to
allow
someone
to
get
to
know
me
for
quite
a while.
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