First, I want to say that I know that I am going to take a major amount of criticism for my feelings and choices. I am fully aware that I am not perfect, far from it. I tried to read other peoples blogs looking for what I need to hear, but I think that maybe it is what I need to say that is building up because no matter how well written or beautiful or harsh the blogs I read, something in me tells me that I need to do this. I need to get out of my system what all the years of secrets and lying have tied me up in to. They have tied me up so well that as I start to untie myself I am quite sure that I have no idea who I am, how I got here or where I am going. I can’t change the decisions that I made during my 3 year struggle with pills and alcohol, god knows I wish that I could. All I can do now is write about them and try and get them out of me and maybe somewhere along the way I can help someone that needs a little help, like I could have used, or maybe I will find a little help along the way.
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March 7, 2013, 9:38 am I
have
made
the
decision
that
I
am
going
to
start
tapering
off
my
Suboxone.
I
might
always
be
an
addict
but
I
don’t
want
to
have
to
take
a
little
strip
every
day
to
remind
me
of
it.
I
can
go
all day
without
thinking
of
taking
pain
pills February 28, 2013, 4:03 pm February 27, 2013, 4:02 pm February 26, 2013, 8:32 am
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