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im a sick addict from Cape Cod i spent my whole life finding way's & mean's to get more. this life style led me to the methadone clinic well 20 years latter i got throne out of their spent the next year in treatment found the n.a. room's & put a 9 year cleen run together my life was great untill i came home one night after a meeting & found my girl friend dead in my bed an od of methadone & xanax well i lost what i had I only wanted one bag to kill that pain that was oct. 7  Buried At PhotoCasket2002 at 10:00 p.m.it's been allmost 6 year's & im just now getting cleen again what a bitch 6 detox"s 4 treatment centers nothing seemed to work i f@ck up anything good in my my life & still do i am sick f@cked up & clueless, i am sucsesfull in getting whatever it is i want & at this momunt i want to get cleen again & work the steps & work on myself to find out why i f@ck up everything good & why i cant like myself enough to except the good thing's that come my way everyone seems to like me but me? well i know all i can do is give it one more try to get my sh*t together & live a good life & give back, im living in miami now im back to meeting's i have a sponcer just want a little peace of mind im tired of being a f@ck up im smart i know how to stay cleen & i know i need help! so hear i am asking for more recovering friends iv had friends on this sight befor & seem to have lost them because of my using well that is my resimay, give me a shot that might be a bad word give me a chance & become a friend & just maybe we can help each other?
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steel this book,pearl,blue book.im lieing i dont read much i have dislexia whitch makes it kind of hard for me to read im allso color blind & can only see blue, red,whie black,i have proublems with green,brown,shades are hard to see? im f@cked up but cool  Buried At PhotoCasket
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harley"s,antiques,recovery,art,helping others is my favorit hobbie!computer addictiom.tribe? except for a few ass holes iv met?but most of the girls are cool? & fun to talk to? 
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October 28, 2007, 7:09 am
It
was
a
day
ill
never
forget
but
elimination
of
this
memory
would
put
the
univers
in
a
better
space??
the
war
in
my
mind
began
when
the
enimie
attacked
&
i
was
drafted into
my
military
at
age
4
my
dad
the
enimie
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