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My URL: http://www.addictiontribe.com/shell_smith

JOB: Other
SMOKE: No
SOBER SINCE: Always, my addiction is not alcohol
RELIGION: Christian
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Married
MEMBER SINCE: August 5, 2010
POINTS: [ 65 ]
GENDER: Female
LOCATION: United Kingdom
AGE: 26
VIEWS: 40
STAR SIGN: Aquarius
LAST LOGIN: 09.02.10


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I am 22 year old girl! I am married to my soulmate, Gavin since 1st May 2010. We have two beautiful lil ones Sarah (2) and Joshua (8 months). We also have 3 babies who sadly died before they were born. Charlie: (08/09/2005) Angel, (joshua's twin): (21/10/2008), Tilly: (23/07/2009). We are planning to have more children soon as we would like a big family (not too big tho hehe)

I have suffered severe depression and anxiety since i was 11, i am a self harmer and a serial OD-er. Since having children my condition has got a lot more serious and im on antipsychotics. I suffer from an OCD called Trictillimania, where i pull out my hair (its usually worst when im stressed or depressed). I have to wear a wig because of my tricht which makes me extremely self conscious. Since the age of 15 I have suffered from bulimia (and anorexia for short while) i am body dysmorphic and absolutely detest my appearance. I also have other health problems such as hypothyroidism, chronic fatigue syndrome and chronic back pain caused by scoliosis, for which i am on tramadol which unfortunately has led me to be addicted to them!

I am very shy and dont go out a lot because of my paranoia, i could really do with a good friend tho, i am when you get to know me a very good friend and im caring...i just need a chance!
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I love animals!! I love my partner and my children (i have 2 lil ones and 3 Angel babies)! I like to scrapbook and be creative. Im quite shy so i like people who are friendly and bring me out of myself a bit!

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i dont like rude or judgemental people, or people being nasty behind my back. I hate bullies and people who are cruel to animals!!

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From: Bakontrk
September 17, 2010, 7:05 am
Hi Shell,

I haven't been very good about keeping in touch and for that I apologize. I'd really like to hear how you're doing. Hopefully I can catch you in here sometime and we can chat. Hang tuff.

Peg

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From: Bakontrk
August 11, 2010, 2:29 pm
Hi Shell,

I read your blog and had to come to your page. What a breath of fresh air you are! First of all, I simply love what you've done here with this page. It is awesome!!!! It seems to tell alot about you :). I didn't quiet understand on your blog if you are detoxing from meds or not. No matter, I just hope this finds you feeling good. Oh yea, you are very pretty and the dude that made a comment about your age or weight is a moron! Maybe you can't see just how beautiful you are but trust me, you are. :) I have the hair pulling thing as well altho it never got to the point of being noticeable. It is weird, how the need to pull my hair out came and went too. I think in my case it was just a response to stress or something. Anyway, you seem like a very nice person and I'm glad you're here. I see Jj is staying in touch with you. He is a very good person and helped me alot when I first came here sick and detoxing. Please keep in touch and let me know if you ever want to talk.

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August 10, 2010, 7:04 pm
Hi Shell glad to hear you're hanging in there. i have 4 herniated discs in my lower back and 2 crushed vertebrae. i had upper spinal surgery 5 years ago. they fused discs c2 and c3 and then metal plated c4 and c5 with 4 screws. really scerewed up my DJ voice but i can stil sing. played guitar with my buddy today for about 3 hours. i have really not been playing much lately but after what i went through last year with all hte losses in my life i was not in the mood to play. i have been playing since 1968. so i own 4 of them. i have been playing my 12 string for the last couple of nights. my arthritus in my hands has them all cramped up right now. but i am going to have dinner then of to an NA meeting. 7799 days clean today. we are miracles never forget that. NA hus and love, Glad your my friend. my daughter is 24 and she has 10 months clean. my 22 yr old son is sitting in jail in washington state for trying to smuggle cocaine to AK.so he is in depp stuff. but all i can do is be there for him. write when you can. glad you like my picutres on my website www.jjrocksarizona.com you find a few thousand pictures. enjoy, NA hugs, JJ

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From: pg77
August 10, 2010, 7:01 am

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Hi Shell, Of course I dont mind you adding me. I always need friends. Welcome to the tribe.It is so nice to meet you.
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Weve begun to see that Gods will for us is the ability to live with dignity, to love ourselves and others, to laugh, and to find great joy and beauty in our surroundings.
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August 9, 2010, 3:46 pm
Hi Shell hope this finds you in a great frame of mind. No need to thank me. it's what God wants me to do today and everyday for the rest of my life. i have had 2 heart attacks a triple by pass, a stent placement in one of the by passes and an angioplasty, my gall bladder removed and an umbilical hernia repaired all in the last 3 1/2 yrs. but life goes on. i don't have all the answer for you and sometimes don't even know the question but together we can find it. remember that Recovery is a Journey not a destination and use the Rest stops God provides along the way.
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JJ

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August 17, 2010, 6:51 pm

 Heya
I'm still in agony and unable to do much for myself...am getting so p*ssed off now...i hate being in so much pain! Getting fed up with going on fb now, except a few lovely people
im mostly ignored and im made to feel like im
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