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Hi my name is Desiree Neves and I am 46 yrs old and I love to sing am usually very active and athletic and love the outdoors. I have three daughters I call the charmed ones Michelle 28 and Monica almost 22 and baby Hailey almost 8. I also have a handsome son Jake 21 and his intellegent girlfriend Stacie, I love them all very much. I am American Indian (Apache)and Spanish and Irish, scandinavian. I have brown hair, brown eyes and stand 5'4" . I try my best to live my life by the code of Karma and have a new spirital side because I am alive on this beautiful earth with my children, grandchildren and family. I will be single soon, I am so heartbroken I will miss my home very much but must go forward in life to embrace the true me totally drug free and non-violent environment I'm not finding myself. I AM CREATING MYSELF.*****
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I try to be positive in my new life. Here is how I try and look at my lifes evaluation.******** Not everyone is healthy enough to have the front row in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go of, or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships. Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention. Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people do feel better or do you feel worse? Which ones always have drama or don't really understand, know or appreciate you? The more you seek quality, respect, growth, peace of mind, love and truth around you, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the front row or who should be moved to the balcony of you
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life. If you cannot change the people around you (which rarely ever happens), change the people you are around. LOVE YOURSELF.*****
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******The longer I live, the more I realize my impact of attitude on life. attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what people think say or do. It is more important than apperance, giftedness, or skills. It will make or break a company...a church...or a home. The remarkable thing is that we have a choice every day regarding our attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past, we cannot change that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% of what happens to me and 90% on how I will react to it and so it is with you.....We are incharge of our attitudes.*
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I love to sing and have been different bands. I've been in Alias, Undermind and RC Cats Blues and Rock and also sang with broadway. I was a finalist in 2005 in the BATTLE OF THE BANDS as a lead vocalist for the band ALIAS. I love all kinds of music from classical rock to country to oldies to pop I love it all whatever mood I'm in. Sometimes I need a little country and sometimes I need a little soul or R&B, but I love Hard rock and sometimes I just need to ROCK OUT! I love disney music and old classical movie musicals. I would love to go to the opera or ballet.Iv'e been singing since I was 7 years old and I took voice lessons for many years the first song I sang at 7 was windy, and Hey Jude and I sang in front of alot of people. I also sang in Saint Pauls church choir. Went to Sacramento city college for voice and to Counsumnes river college for voice and music theory. I was a B student. ******
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******I love the twelve step book and just for today book.I like self help books and law books information on different things like health and wildlife and never forget the BIBLE.I BELIEVE IN ANGELS and know they guide me through every thing I do in my life. I don't like violence and been through alot in my life and hopefully one day I would like to write a book about my life adventures.
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****** I spend most of my time with Hailey teaching her math and reading she loves to read and she awesome when it comes to vocabulary spelling words she almost always gets a A+, since we moved her school scores have more than doubled because I have alot more time to spend with her. I am her Mommy her Parent and her teacher and Im loving every bit of time I spend with her. She giving me so much love in my life that I feel my spirit healing just being around her. God Thank you for the beautiful gifts I couldn't have a greater gift than Hailey. I love her with all my heart and I know her daddy does to. I pray he will change his environment someday because Hailey will need him, you have to want to change people, places and things. It hard but if you want a good life you will do it for yourself. I DID! ******

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******I love adventure and humorous movies. It is important to me to get out of the stress of life just to see something funny. I love inspiring movies, and mystical and magical and dragon movies. Movies have inspired meand also made me laugh and made me cry. I don't watch TV much unless it's discovery or information on history and archiology.Snd of course I sit with my almost 8yr old daughter and watch Hanna Montanna and sprout Kvie or spongebob with my grandchildren. Yazmina 5yrs, amarie 3yrs and little joe 1yr loves Calliou. I did like the sitcom FRIENDS.

Interesting intellegent people who have children and love to do outdoor outings, camping, fishing and rock climbing and love the races and jet cars, I love horse back riding, dancing, swimming, singing, and I'm learning to play the guitar. I just love learning different new experiences all the time. Im not a everyday stay at home mom and I like my children to experience fun new events and not just play video games or watch TV. I also don't drink alcohol or smokecigerettes or touch illegal drugs and I like positive people that don't judge you before they know you. I seen alot of manipulators and haters and feel really sad that some people were never taught that lying, stealing, screaming and yelling or cursing or hitting at each other is not love. I believe in and put all karma in Gods hands. I like out going positive people that are happy with there life. I used to sleep alot from my sadness but now that I'm away from all that I am awake enjoying my life. I would like Someone who wants to see the beauty of the world with me and my child Hailey.
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********To all the women that are alive today that live in violence I pray for you and thank my higher power that I choose to call God because I am alive here with my all my children, grandchildren and family on this beautiful earth. Here is a poem to think about it is called:****** I GOT FLOWERS TODAY*******



I GOT FLOWERS TODAY!
IT WASN'T MY BIRTHDAY OR ANY SPECIAL DAY...
WE HAD OUR FIRST ARGUMENT LAST NIGHT,
AND HE SAID A LOT OF CRUEL THINGS THAT REALLY HURT ME.
I KNOW HE IS SORRY AND DIDN'T MEAN THE THINGS HE SAID...
BECAUSE HE SENT ME FLOWERS TODAY.

I GOT FLOWERS TODAY!
IT WASN'T OUR ANNIVERSARY OR ANY OTHER SPECIAL DAY...
LAST NIGHT HE THREW ME UP AGAINST THE WALL
AND STARTED TO CHOKE ME...
IT SEEMED LIKE A NIGHTMARE,
I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT WAS HAPPENING
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING BRUISED AND SORE ALL OVER
I KNOW HE'S REALLY VERY SORRY THIS TIME
HE SENT ME FLOWERS TODAY...

I GOT FLOWERS TODAY!
AND IT WASN'T MOTHERS DAY OR ANY SPECIAL DAY...
LAST NIGHT, HE BEAT ME UP AGAIN
AND THIS TIME IT WAS MUCH WORSE THAN THE OTHER TIMES...
IF I LEAVE HIM, WHERE DO I GO?
WHAT ABOUT MONEY?
WHAT DO I DO?
HOW WILL I TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS?
MY KIDS LOVE THERE DADDY...
WE ARE SO AFRAID OF HIM BUT SCARED TO LEAVE...
BUT I KNOW THAT HE REALLY SORRY THIS TIME
AND WON'T DO IT EVER AGAIN...
BECAUSE HE SENT ME FLOWERS TODAY... I GOT FLOWERS TODAY?
TODAY IS A VERY SPECIAL DAY...
IT IS THE DAY OF MY FUNERAL...
LAST NIGHT, HE FINALLY KILLED ME
HE BEAT ME TO DEATH...
IF ONLY I HAD GATHERED ENOUGH STRENGTH AND COURAGE
TO LEAVE HIM...
I WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN FLOWERS TODAY...
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EVERY DAY I AM PROUD THAT I GATHERED ENOUGH STRENGTH AND COURAGE TO LEAVE. BECAUSE I WAS DOWN TO THE LAST VERSE IN THIS POEM JUST ONE MORE VERSE LEFT. THANK YOU GOD FOR LETTING ME LIVE ON THIS EARTH WITH MY CHILDREN AND THANK YOU DADDY, NANCY, DEBRA AND TERI FOR GUIDING ME WITH YOUR ANGEL WINGS. I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS NEAR ME AND MY CHILD HAILEY, FAMILY AND FRIENDS. AND GOD PLEASE HELP RONNIE TO FIND HIS WAY LET THE ANGELS GUIDE HIM TO LET GO OF HIS INNER ANGER AND TO LOVE AND EMBRACE HIS LIFE ONCE AGAIN. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM FROM A DISTANCE. I PRAY HE WILL GET BETTER IN TIME. A World Apart****TWO WORLDS*****