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Mood: Mellow
Date: Sep. 14, 2007
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Well I made it through the week!  I have relized and some friends have told me, that with the breakup in my relationship is a good thing.  After talking with friends in recovery that know my ex, I am much better off without him.  Funny how we find things out after the fact. Mmmmm... I am more at peace with the decision to walk away and close that door. God does not shut a door without opening another one, we just need to walk through it. I am so ready to move on and to not beat myself up over this thing we call life. Life without the use of drugs. I am learning so much in recovery I can't help but to be excited about tomorrow...

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September 15, 2007, 10:36 pm

Hi, I have found out that my best and most painful growing as a women in recovery is through relationships. Either with my sponsor, a man, or just with others is general. We cannot grow as a women in recovery if we don't continue to work on ourselves internally.  "Be true to ourselves" and do not let anyone take our "Joy". We have suffered enough!!  They most difficult thing for me to obtain here in recovery is the happiness I deserve.  And if we don't work on our addict behaviors, nothing changes.  Keep you head up, keep doing what your doing to stay clean and sober. Try to not control tomorrow but to live in the curiosity that tomorrow has to bring.

Peace through Prayer!!  Love Ya!!



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September 15, 2007, 12:44 am
Hi, I just want to share that I'm going through the same thing and it is not easy. My relationship has lasted for three and a half years, and I have long come to realize that the alcoholic and addictive personality that is inside my ex is not going to change. And I am tired. I am tired of hoping things will be positive and they just stay the same. No amount of promises means a thing anymore. This past year he's been using me and buying himself a bunch of stuff because he's been semi-functional for the first time in his life. But sobriety, he doesn't want it. And that brings me down.

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From: kathryn
September 14, 2007, 9:16 pm

WOW your sounding possitive about it, and thats so good to hear...this progam is great is'nt it.... so he was'nt good for you?..good on you so proud of you ..

hugs Kathy



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