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Mood: Full of life
Date: Jul. 15, 2008
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Today an hour before my home group meeting I was sorting out things in my apartment and came across my black toiletry bag (aka stash bag) and out of curiosity I decided to look and see if anything was kicking around in it with concern, and to my suprise there in front of me was an 80 and a half. I ran, grabbed my brother, showed him and said what it was, ran it to the bathroom, threw them in the toilet, spit on em, and flushed them. I gained a very pleasent sense of relief, I must have known all this time that something had been kickin all this time because I had dread in me that this would happen, and there was nothing better than spittin on them and watching them go bye bye... I don't know much about what a spirital awaking feels like cause the only spirtial awakings I thought I ever had was puddles of lsd in my hand, but something felt very good about this, and im not sure seeing that all before they were chemically induced, but I think I may have had a partial one. Hope it was partial cause I am looking forward to a life changing major feel of bliss. Anyway I wanted to shre with people here, as I did in my meeting, and let anyone know with the same thing that may happen to them, spit on it, it feels nice. And with that I am out so I can wake bright and early for work, which is not so spirital, but gives me money that isnt wasted anymore. G'night all!





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August 1, 2008, 5:53 pm
Good for you!  I remember finding my friends dope when I was first getting clean.  Man, to find that would have been like winning the lottery in the old days.  That day I opened the bottle, laffed at the pills inside and walked away. (She dosnt abuse her scripts like I did).  It was a wonderful feeling to know that I didnt HAVE to have them.......Sounds like you are getting better and wiser, keep up the good work!!!!

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From: polby
July 21, 2008, 2:24 am
it's good you had someone there (your brother). that takes alot of courage and resignation on your part to flush em. Bravo!

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July 16, 2008, 4:46 am
You rock! I am happy for you and proud of you. That was a big test. I'm sitting here smiling thinking of what a huge step that is and hoe awesome you did what was needed and woke up with no regrets. Hugs, Jenn

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July 15, 2008, 8:19 pm
Great to hear and truly delighted for you. Must be a deep inner change for that to happen and the spitting is so young, innocent and free. Thanks, Lem


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