I
just
cant
let
you
in
and
I
wont
let
you
win
In
my
head
constantly
egging
on
a
sin,
trying
to
turn
my
newfound
light
dim
Constantly
trying
to
decieve
but
you
wont
get
me
on
my
knees
A
disease
that
begs,
PLEASE!
PLEASE!
But
the
fix
aint
worth
the
fees
Anyway
your
ass
got
me
broke
Goin
back
on
every
moral
I
ever
spoke
All
that
for
what??
A
bag
of
crystal?
A
line
of
coke?
What
a
joke
You
make
me
suffer
and
weep
You
eat
at
my
mind
and
wont
let
me
sleep
Cryin
to
stop
but
my
feet
keep
walkin
the
street
But
now
I
surrender
I
surrender
not
to
the
drug
but
to
a
strangers
hug
Someone
I
dont
even
know
but
he
understands
Lending
me
both
his
hands
Saying
its
going
to
be
alright
And
not
to
give
up
the
fight
I
surrender
not
to
the
voice
but
to
my
choice
Its
nothing
i
could
walk
away
from
now
i
see
but
now
i
sedate
it
It
does
not
sedate
me
No
more
running
away
i
can
stay
Just
one
day
at
a
time
And
life
can
be
mine...
