I
am
a
strong
person
and
I
have
overcame
so
much
in
my
childhood
as
well
as
my
adulthood,
but
this
pain
is
something
that
has
just
took
my
life
over.
I
don't
know
how
to
deal
with
all
that
is
going
on,
no
matter
how
much
I
try
to
be
there
for
my
kids,
or
for
that
matter
him.
I've
never
seen
him
act
the
way
he's
acting,
I've
tried
talking
to
him
and
nothing
seems
to
help.
Both
my
kids
are
going
through
so
much
either
crying,
acting
out
or
just
complete
anger
toward
him.
I
try
to
talk
to
them
and
let
them
know
what
little
I
know
about
the
effects
of
the
drinking
and
etc,
they
just
say
I'm
making
excuses
for
him
and
they
don't
want
to
hear
it.I
know
what
there
going
through
I'm
pissed
at
him
too,
but
I
just
don't
know
what
to
say
to
help
them
both
through
this.
