Imjustme
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One Day
| Mood: | Don't know |
| Date: | Jun. 22, 2008 |
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I'm
on
my
way
to
my
second
meeting
of
the
day,
the
kids
are
tired,
and
of
course
complaining
because
once
again
mom
is
going
to
a
meeting.
I
hate
your
meetings,
they
tell
me,
and
some
times
I
get
so
frustrated
and
feel
that
no
matter
what
I
do,
how
much
I
try,
I
can't
get
anything
right
or
please
anyone.
Anyone
who
says
that
the
alcoholic/addict
can
get
clean
and
sober
for
the
sake
of
the
kids,
must
never
had
any!
I
do
all
I
do
for
my
recovery,
not
only
for
myself,
but
I
do
all
the
things
I
do
for
my
children
to
and
our
future
of
our
family.
So
why
do
I
feel
like
I'm
failing
them
as
a
parent
because
I
am
constantly
leaving
them
to
go
to
meetings?
I
know
that
without
them,
without
putting
my
recovery
first,
I
have
nothing.
I
feel
at
times
that
I
am
drowning,
and
everyone
wants
a
piece
of
me
and
at
the
end
of
the
day
there
is
nothing
left
for
myself
and
nothing
more
to
give.
I
pray
God
will
give
me
the
answers,
I
pray
God
will
give
me
guidance,
and
I
pray
that
it
will
get
easier
as
time
goes
on.
I'm
only
one
person,
but
the
weight
of
my
responsibilities
is
extreme,
expectations.
So,
my
kids
are
now
mad
at
me
again,
cuz
I'm
going
to
my
meeting........but
I
know
if
I
want
this
to
work,
it
is
where
I
need
to
be,
I
hope
one
day
they
can
understand........
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