So I
had
the
day
from
hell
yesterday.
My
grandmother
had
a
bunch
of
doctors
appointments
and
wedecided
to
get
lunch
prior to
them.
While
at
Mcdonalds
she
falls
and
mydaughter
goes
running
to
the
door.
I
left
my
grandmother to
grab
daughter b/c
she was
heading out
the
door
that
elads
to
a
highway.
Boy
did
people
give
me
looks
for
leaving
grandmother,
who
at
this
point
was
up
and
standing.
I
let
it
go
b/c it
was
easier
to
look
then
to
see
why I
reacted
the
way
i
did. At
the
inal
stop
which
was
physical
therapy my
grandmothr
says
her
foot
hurts.
I
looked
at it
and
new
right
away
it
was
broke.
So
off
to
the
ER
we
go.
After
6
1/2 hours
she
was
admitted
b/c
she
can't
walk
without
putting
pressure
iion
it
and
she
is
too
old
to
use
crutches
and
has
no
balance.
Mind
you
at all
the
doctors
i
was
illing
out
pages
of
info
for
her
while
daughter
is
running
all
over.
Alli
nall
my
daughter
who
is
only
23
months
did
well considering
she
was
tired,
hungry
and
thirsty
and
stuck
in
a
room
for
6
1/2
hours.
I
call
my
brother
who
lives
at
grandmas
house
thinking
he
would
come
releive
me
and
my
daughter......wrong.
It
took
me
yelling
at
him
for
him
to
come
and
that
was
with
an
attitude.
I
left
and
my
stepdad
and
brother
stayed
the
night
with
her.
Now
normally
after
that
amount
of
stressor
I
break
down
on
the
ride
home.
I
did
break
down
b/c
it
was
emotional...same
ER
that
mother
and
grandather
went
into
and
never
came
out
of.
Brought
back
alot
of
memories.
Here's
where
things
get
different,
instead
of
using
htis
as
an
excuse
to
drink,
take
something,
cut
or
purge
I
made
phone
calls
and
went
ot
the
gym.
Left
the
gym
feeling
more
at
peace
and
stuff.
My
therapist
and
sponsor
were
shocked.
They
were
prepared
for
a
long
night
of
destruction.
amazing how
things
can
begin to
change.
Even
today
I
was
supposed
to
go
to
a
picnic
with
victoria
and
did
not
really
want
her
to
miss
it.
So
told stepdad...you
ned
to
go
visit
in
the
morning. I
will
come
in
the
afternoon.
My
brother
can
either
come
at
night
or
she
will
be
told
he
was
too
busy.
Not
covering
for
him
or
stressing
myself
out
over
it
all.
Others
need
to
own
up
to
their
decisions
and
consequences.
Figured
I'd
share
a
positive
since
I
tend
to
share
only
the
negative.
Plus
for
any
new
people
there
is
hope.
I
have
been
the
screw
up
for
my
whole
life
and
now
am
finally
after
years
in
and
out
of
programs,
etc
following
through
on
what
has
previously
been
suggested
:)
Hugs
Jenn
