Hi
tribe.
I
don't
have
much
to
say
but
as
I
was
sweetly
reminded
before...I
do
best
when
writing
and
stuff.
Usually
when
there
are
no
rambling
boring
posts
from
me
I
am
isolating
and
getting
myself
into
some
sort
of
trouble.
I
just
replied
to
blogs
and
wow
they
really
got
me
thinking.
Thinking
of
forgiveness,
letting
go,
etc.
It
is
truly
an
amazing
thing
when
we
take
the
cotton
out
of
ears
and
actually
listen
to
what
others
have
to
say.
(Someone
remind
me
of
this
in
a
week
when
I'm
in
a
bad
mood
and
wanting
to
say
screw
it
all).
Seriously
though
since
I
have
relinquished
some
of
my
so
called
control
things
have
fallen
into
place
and
seem
easier.
My
feloow
church
members
in
AA
have
really
got
me
in
hteir
grips.
They
see
I
want
it
so
badly
that
they
are
taking
a
bit
of
extra
time,
love
and
caring
to
help
me
attain
what
they
got.
Overall
I
see
that
letting
things
go
and
resentments
really
hold
us
back.
Still
struggling
with
fully
understanding
what
a
resentment
is
but
getting
there.
I
also
wanted
to
say
to
anyone
struggling
and
feleingl
ike
they
will
never
get
it....use
me
as
an
example..it
has
taken
me
forever
and
tons
of
trials.
Major
problem
being
I
wanted
to
do
it
my
way.
Felt
I
was
so
different
etc.
Nevermind
that
AA
has
worked
for
millions..lol..I
was
different.
Nope
not
different
just
didnt
know
how
to
shut
up
and
listen.
Hugs
Jenn
