Ok.
So
some
of
you
know I
have
a
"mixed
up"
relationship
with
hubby.
I
need
to
work
more
on
me
and
sobriety
before
tackling
that.
With
that
said
last
night
hubby
flipped
out.
Was
punching
stuff,
screaming,
etc
Scared
the
sh*t
out
of
me
and
I
don't
get
scared
easily.
I
think
I
was
mroe
scared
b/c
felt
like
I
might
have
to
call
the
police
and
really
didn't
want
all
that
drama.
I
should
mention
he
was
totally
drunk.
He
was
a
bit
antogonistic
when
I
left
for
meeting
but
when
i
returned
he
flipped
completely.
One
of
my
neighbors
came
over
b/c
she
heard
the
screaming
and
banging
and
stuff.
I'm
upset
about
it
but
it
made
me
more
determiend
not
to
drink
again
b/c
if
i
was
drinking
that
situation
would
have
taken
a
very
different
route.
Just
sucks.
Feel
like
ther
is
never
going
to
be
a
break.
I
had
a
great
meeting
and
was
ina
good
mood
and
come
home
to
that.
Trying
very
hard
to
stay
on
top
of
all
the
sh*t
so
I
don't
feel
anymore
overwhelmed.
Last
night
just
threw
me.
I
don't
know
what
his
bottom
is
going
to
be
b/c
he
keeps
getting
lower
and
lower
and
not
phased
by
it.
It
sucks
that
we
cant
change
others.
I
made
it
clear
to
him
that
I
will
be
going
to
extra
meetings,
etc
and
he
is
not
to
drink
while
he
is
watching
daughter
so
I
can
go
to
the
meetings.
Right
now
he
is
trying
to
be
nice
but
I'm
not
that
easily
charmed.
Jenn
Jenn
