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Jennla1972
"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time."
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Date: May. 10, 2009
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I just want to vent at how sad I am that this site has gone from a loving place of recvoery to bickering and fighting.  My normal morning routine is to check messages and the such but found myself going to other sites and doing everytihng else before coming here.  I thought to myself what drama  will have unfolded throughout the night.........I truly do not understand how ppl with and without recovery time can act in this manner.  I may only have 7 months but I really thought the programs were about patientce, tolerance, acceptance, etc.  Nowhere have I seen it say fight, bicker and take the focus off of the issues ppl may have and need to vent on.  I am really disappointed and a bit pissed.  I used this place as a place to vent what I dont share elsewhere but the focus is not on helping others lately just fighting and wanting control.  So for myself who has been here for a long time I feel like the supportiveness and stuff I used to receive has been pushed aside for drama and it sucks.  Do I have things right now I could benefit from blogging about....absolutly, especially with today being mothers day BUT....I'll skip it and keep it to myself b/c dont want to interrupt anyones arguing.

Very sad,

jenn 






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May 11, 2009, 3:07 am

Hi Jenn- I hope u dont get 2 pissed off hear. for me i sit back & enjoy everything. glad im not in the middle ! I try real hard not to give away what little serenity i have . take care my friend- Skag



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I thought i was flying so high above my sorrow ? BUT when i looked down i was standing on my knees!
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May 10, 2009, 10:42 pm

No fear this is your home, our home, and it will be a safe place to share, vent and etc. I know people with multiple years clean that are just as humble as I am.  And I promise you, if there is ruckus in the neighborhood, the strength in the unity of the tribe will prevail over the negative entity.  Love conquers all my dear sis!

God Bless

RT



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May 10, 2009, 7:22 pm

Happy Mother's day Jenn andLisa and Star! Yeh let me know if there are any new places because I am darn right scared to share. Love to you all, grace



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May 10, 2009, 12:29 pm

Love ya Lisa and happy 7 months to you as well :)



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From: elle
May 10, 2009, 12:27 pm

hey there Jenn, you keep blogging, venting, whineing and bitchin... rejoicin, laughing and lovin!!! That's what sharing is all about, and if we can't do it here, where the hell can we!!!

 

I totally agree, and I think there are plenty of us around that have made it perfectly clear we want no part in all this sh*t... and still it carries on.

 

Goes to show, whether people have 20 years or 20 days...assholes are assholes...

I have been writing a fair amount lately, but haven't posted on here in a while because of all the negativity, I don't even log on as much...it helps I'm really busy, but like you, life is sometimes bloody hard, and I used to get a lot out of writing about the sh*t I go through and getting responses of support and understanding, it helped make me strong to carry on, a bit of self affirmation etc, but that is missing mostly these days...

 

stay strong, and remember we are all still here, despite the morons...

 

love ya, and keep on rockin!!! CONGRATS ON 7 MONTHS!!!!



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May 10, 2009, 9:42 am

Ahhh...but I am being hurt with all the negativity.



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May 10, 2009, 8:53 am

Happy Mother's Day Jenn,

The other site is much more user friendly and I want you to know that not all of us are about the fighting and self righteousness. But I WILL defend my brothers and sisters.  So feel safe and rest assured that you will not be harmed in any way, not on my watch! Love ya

Hugs to ya

Lee



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May 10, 2009, 8:06 am

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! If you find a great. positive, different site, let me know! I'm getting to the point that it get irritated everytime I sign on.



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May 10, 2009, 6:15 am

Thanks, I am not concerned about any repsonses I may get being negative b/c i can let those go.  I dont see the point in blogging when ppl are to consumed with hatred and negativity to even reply.    But whatever, ppl thrive on negativity...takes the focus off of them.  as someone who has survived some serious abuse i dont like being a part of a site htat is allowing members to threaten others, etc.  That really f@cks with my head.  I understand being angry but I dont know.

 



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From: warren
May 10, 2009, 6:03 am

 jen it is sad, but ppl will be the same when they r clean. just because someone is clean dont make them have good moralys are good behavior. the point is dont let this are anything alse keep u from saying what u want to. vent all u want to, and if u get back a jerk response than just throw it away.

ur friend ,warren



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