well
i
cant
even
beleve
im
only
on
6mls
of
methadone
a
day!!!
I
was
oon
100mls
a
day
at
one
stage
so
if
i
do
say
so
myself
-
GO
ME!!!im
realy
happy
with
the
way
thing
aree
at
the
moment.
I
even
got
a
legitimate
offer
of
entering
into
a
new
company
being
set
up
by
2
girls
in
an
area
close
to
me
,
they
will
be
doin a
small
amout
of
beauty
treatments
and
holistic
traements/massage
etc and
seing
as
i
do
acrylic
nails
they
asked
me
to
be
part
of
the
company!!!i
dont
evene
believe
it
myself...this
could
work
out
really
really
well
for
me,
id
be
a
part
-
partner
in
a
business!!!!
I
am
waiting
to
get
my
nail
kit
from a
salon
service
product
company
but
its the
salon
card
i
ddont
have
a
retail
salon
card...
but
il
get
them
some
how
an
were
going
to
hav
a
busines
meeting
next
week
so
i
can
do
a
tester
of
nails
on
one
of
the
girls
so
she
can
see
how
good
or
bad
i
am.
but
she
saw
my
own
nails
which
i
did
myself
that
have
been
on
6
weeks
without
being
refilled
(i
dont
like
reflls
,
i
think
they
look
too
fake)
and
she
thought
they
were
excellent,
they
dont
even
look
fake!
and
i
would
just
be
a
part
of
the
business
an
hav
an
input
into
it
but
wouldnt
be
a
director
so
basically
any
money
i
make
is
just
extra
momney
i
can
keep
and
ii
can
also
still
do
my
course
and
other
work
....aww
guys
things
just
keep
getting
better
and
better
here
for
me!!!!!
i
am
so
happy.
even
if
this
doesnt
work
out
,its
still
was
or
is
a
fantastc
opportunity
and
i
am
so
happy
to
even
hav
the
offer
of
it.
Im
feeelin
ok
on
the
6mls,
a
bit
sick
and
not
sleeping
at
all,
in
fact
i
just
got
home
from
a
9
hour
shift
and
usually
i
would
be
aslepp
before
i
got
to
my
bed
but
im
sleepin
badly
at
the
moment,
i
dont
really
mind
these
feelings
im
getting
though
cos
in
2
damn
weeks
il
be
off
that
sh*t
hopefully
for
tjhe
rest
of
my
life...so
BRING
IT
ON!!Hahahhaahaha
Everything
else
is
good,
im
of
work
tomorrow
as
i
my
driving
test
for
my
full
licence
on
sat
morning
so
they
let
me
have
it
off
asi
would
have
beeen
working
untll
the
small
hours
of
the
morning
aand
definatley
would
have
been
too
tired
to
do
the
test.
Not
sure
if
il
pass
anyway
but
sure
we
willl
see!!!
Fingers
crossed
for
me
ok
everyone
&
say
a
prayer
for
me
as
i
really
need
this!!
my
insurance
is
so
high
cos
im
on
a
provisonal
learner
permit
plus
all
these
stupid
laws
came
into
ireland
about
learner
drivers
so
i
NEED
to
pass
th8is!!
Hope
ur
all
doin
really
really
good,
and
enjoy
the
weekemd
ok.
Love
ya's
xxx
