Just
experienced
the
loss
of
a
true
friend
and
confidant.
I
keep
slipping
into
this
human
state
of
mind,
selfish
feelings
for
my
loss
of
his
presence.
Envy
that
he
is
home
and
not
me.
Spiritually
I
smile
knowing
he
is
with
the
others
that
watch
over
me
and
all
of
us.
No
more
pain.
No
more
worries.
Totally
surrounded
in
the
white
light
of
love.