I
am
thinking
much
more
clearly
at
the
moment,
I
think
my
ass
might
even
be
getting
smaller,
cos
of
the
lack
of
calorories.
I
think
I
feel
that
I
have
been
selfish
and
not
realised
the
damage
that
alcohol
can
have
on
mine
and
others
life.
My
mum
and
dad
have
always
drunk, A
lot
of
folks
we
were
brought
up
with
liked
a
skinful!
I
feel
I
should
have
saw
this
repeating
in
the
generations,
cos
our
house
(when
i
was
younger)
was full
of
anger/
frustration
and
violance.
As
I'v
got
older
alot
of
my
friends
like
to
drink,
get
off
their
heads
and
party.
Its
amazing
how
you
do
alot
of the
same!
I
am
not
blaming
anyone,
my
parents
are
what
they
are,
I'm
not
ashamed,
just
wished
things
could
be
calmer!
Things
are
changing
in my
life!
Maria
x.
