Mazzy
"GIVING MYSELF PERMISSION TO SHINE ODAAT"
My URL: http://www.addictiontribe.com/mazzy
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Suicidal at 21
| Mood: | Happy |
| Date: | Sep. 01, 2007 |
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I
wrote
this
poem
at
age
21..WOH!!..Seems
I've
been
suicidal
almost
all
life
before
coming
into
recovery.
Just
didn't
know
back
then
that
I
was
sick,
not
mad
or
bad
or
even
sad.....just
an
addict/alkie
with
a
disease.......I
regret
nothing
these
days
because
everything
I've
been
thru
has
made
me
who
I
am
today.
Anyway,
I'm
sure
there's
quite
a
few
of
you
here
who'll
be
able
to
relate..this
is
it;
short
but:
"Tears
of
glass
still
flow
unseen,
each
cut
&
scar
the
broken
dream.
Memories
are
the
tool
of
death,
like
ocean
tides
they
will
not
rest.
They
haunt
&
betray
my
unknown
sorrow,
dashing
all
hopes
of
a
happy
tomorrow.
Mazz.
M.
Had
a
raging
heroin
addiction
at
that
time
(along
with
anything
else
I
could
get
my
hands
on)
as
we
do...thankfully,
I
don't
feel
the
need
to
write
depressing
stuff
like
that
anymore...by
the
Grace
of
God
go
I.
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