Mazzy
"GIVING MYSELF PERMISSION TO SHINE ODAAT"
My URL: http://www.addictiontribe.com/mazzy
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The Lonely Heart of A Herion Addict
| Mood: | Other |
| Date: | Sep. 03, 2007 |
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An
old
poem
I
wrote
while
in
the
despair
of
addiction....read
this
ONLY
if
you
feel
the
need
to
remind
yourself
of
how
painfully
sad
&
lonely
active
addiction
is...
NO
WAY
FORWARD,
NO
WAY
BACK,
WAITING
OUT
THE
DAYS..ANXIOUS!!
TRYING
NOT
TO
PUSH,
YET
TRYING
TO
KEEP
UP.
LOSING
TOUCH
SLOWLY...HOLD
ON!!
FEAR'S
SEEPING
IN,
DESTROYING
ALL
TRUTH,
BLOCKING
OUT
REALITY...MY
ONLY
WAY
OF
LIVING!!
KEEP
AWAY
THE
PAIN,
GIVE
ME
SOME
RELIEF!!!
THERE'S
NO
STANDING
STILL,
I
NEED
MY
FIX!!
HEALTH'S
UNIMPORTANT,
PHYSICAL
PAINS
NO
MATTER,
MY
HEART
FEELS
IT
ALL....I'M
DYING.
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