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Salut. I go by the alias of Therion. To say I am an addict is an act of descriptive minimalism... I suffer from multiple substance and process addictions and compulsive behaviors which have slowly eroded my life over the past five years. My life has been, and I have little doubt will continue to be, a balancing act as close to the edge as I could keep myself. Every facet of my life was structured around a joyous, fervent, and at times hedonic surrender to every experience I could throw myself into. While the obvious risks inherent in such a guiding philosophy are quite apparent considering my current struggle, my madness kept me sane. Somewhere along the way, something became twisted and soiled; however, as my memories of this past epoch are vague impressions punctuated by vast, empty scars and violent defenses, I am left with very little of the puzzle I am trying to piece together.
I don't know if this is where I should be, or whether or not I shall be staying long, but I need a place to augur some vestige of meaning from the entrails of this corpse of a lost life.
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How far I have wandered from myself.
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Favorite Artists:
Maynard James Keenan
Trent Reznor
Nivek Ogre
Danny Elfman
Raymond Watts
Favorite Bands:
Tool, A Perfect Circle, Puscifer, Nine Inch Nails, Slipknot, Modest Mouse, Primus, VNV Nation, Wolfsheim, Wumpscut, Corporate Avenger, Otep, Skinny Puppy, OhGr, Ritalin, Grandaddy, KMFDM, Pig, Bad Religion.
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Currently Reading:
C++ For Dummies
Favorites:
Nietzsche - Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Paulo Coelho - The Alchemist
Hesse - Journey to the East
H.P. Lovecraft (everything)
Niel Gaiman (everything)
Stephen Hawking - The Universe In A Nutshell
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...are vile, soul-crushing cognisthetics.
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ATM. - Meditation, solitude, writing, self-(re)discovery.
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February 4, 2012, 9:48 pm For
those
who
were
taking
bets
since
my
disappearance,
yes,
I'm
still
clean.
Twenty-five
days
left
until
my
one
year
anniversary.
The
primary
psychological
symptoms
of
my
addiction
have,
for
the most
part,
passed,
and
I
am
at
the
point
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