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TherionChilde
"I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being"
My URL: http://www.addictiontribe.com/TherionChilde

JOB: Other
SMOKE: Yes
SOBER SINCE: March 1st, 2011
RELIGION: Other
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Dating
MEMBER SINCE: March 10, 2011
POINTS: [ 515 ]
GENDER: Male
LOCATION: Nevada, United States
AGE: 34
VIEWS: 136
STAR SIGN: Aquarius
LAST LOGIN: 09.02.13




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Salut. I go by the alias of Therion. To say I am an addict is an act of descriptive minimalism... I suffer from multiple substance and process addictions and compulsive behaviors which have slowly eroded my life over the past five years. My life has been, and I have little doubt will continue to be, a balancing act as close to the edge as I could keep myself. Every facet of my life was structured around a joyous, fervent, and at times hedonic surrender to every experience I could throw myself into. While the obvious risks inherent in such a guiding philosophy are quite apparent considering my current struggle, my madness kept me sane. Somewhere along the way, something became twisted and soiled; however, as my memories of this past epoch are vague impressions punctuated by vast, empty scars and violent defenses, I am left with very little of the puzzle I am trying to piece together.

I don't know if this is where I should be, or whether or not I shall be staying long, but I need a place to augur some vestige of meaning from the entrails of this corpse of a lost life.


I still don't remember.

How far I have wandered from myself.



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April 9, 2012, 10:16 pm
I saw that you gave my page a look, and since I havent had alot of that. I like to write about my rollercoaster ride so if you see something and would like to respond please drop me a line. I appreciate the way you have written about yourself and after I can stay clean a while hopefully I can express myself the way I used too and how you currently compose your story

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Its time to pick myself up, and take control of my future. Before I lose myself.
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February 29, 2012, 6:06 pm
Thanks for adding the newbie:)

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'The dark moment the caterpillar calls the end, is the sun filled moment the butterfly calls the beginning.' ~ Anonymous
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February 8, 2012, 11:43 pm
Hi hi hi there.hope ur well and good mate.look forward to chatting.but right now im off to bed.its5:30am and im pooped.keep the faith

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to err is human.to forgive,divine
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From: solly45
September 19, 2011, 6:17 am
hi therion,

there a metal band called therion, hows you?
i just ned someone to talk with e-mail


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i wish
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From: cgeorgie
July 17, 2011, 1:27 pm
Wow, I can totally relate to all of that! I'm Carrie, looking for support in CA. Are we the only two or are there others like us on this site? I haven't been able to find many others who have logged on recently. :)

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Favorite Artists:
Maynard James Keenan
Trent Reznor
Nivek Ogre
Danny Elfman
Raymond Watts

Favorite Bands:
Tool, A Perfect Circle, Puscifer, Nine Inch Nails, Slipknot, Modest Mouse, Primus, VNV Nation, Wolfsheim, Wumpscut, Corporate Avenger, Otep, Skinny Puppy, OhGr, Ritalin, Grandaddy, KMFDM, Pig, Bad Religion.


Currently Reading:
C++ For Dummies

Favorites:
Nietzsche - Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Paulo Coelho - The Alchemist
Hesse - Journey to the East
H.P. Lovecraft (everything)
Niel Gaiman (everything)
Stephen Hawking - The Universe In A Nutshell

...are vile, soul-crushing cognisthetics.

ATM. - Meditation, solitude, writing, self-(re)discovery.

February 4, 2012, 9:48 pm
For those who were taking bets since my disappearance, yes, I'm still clean. Twenty-five days left until my one year anniversary. The primary psychological symptoms of my addiction have, for the
most part, passed, and I am at the point
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