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Solly45
"i wish"
My URL: http://www.addictiontribe.com/solly45

JOB: Other
SMOKE: No
SOBER SINCE: 2012
RELIGION: Other
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Single
MEMBER SINCE: September 22, 2009
POINTS: [ 296 ]
GENDER: Male
LOCATION: United Kingdom
AGE: 50
VIEWS: 130
STAR SIGN: Libra
LAST LOGIN: 09.29.14




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i've been sober & nearly 2 this year, i still find it difficult, even more so in the past few months. i sometimes crave that bottle back! i told my epilepsy nurse no more conucilling! i find the thought of going back to booze more welcomeing each time i've had a problem with alcohol, and each time i gets harder to stop. i also have bouts of depression, and self-harmed in the past.
my mother started working as a hooker when i was a teenager. i can remember hearing 'working' in her bedroom upstairs. started when we lost my mother in 2003, i now live in a residental care home cos' of my epilepsy. alcohol helped get me thought the day,






people that understand me, going to gym

people who take the piss out of me. and people who talk down to me.



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From: Mazzy_M
December 30, 2012, 8:17 pm
May the coming year be a much better one for you & that you find some peace.. Thinking of you with love.. Mazzy (hugs)

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From: Mazzy_M
December 3, 2012, 7:01 am
Thanks for your friend request & keep in touch please..

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From: Jewel
February 21, 2011, 10:35 am
Hey Solly, thanks for connecting.Ya Ive had a rough journey to this point -- In a nut shell went from social drinker enjoying my drink, to functioning alcoholic needing my drink , to Drinking to escape "the pain" and hating the drink. Could have lost it all if I had kept it going ... job,house,kids,love,SELF! The world is mine again since I took control. Still stuggling with love and fear but found Myself and thats huge !!
I've read your blogs. I still clearly remember just not caring anymore and knowing that another drink would just help make it go away. It felt like the solution at the time but Im here to tell you that what I have now is so incredibly better. Im not a cliche' Suzy Sunshine person --Im just me --- I tell it like it is.
The fact that your online communicating I think you know youve had enough and want to change it. Knowing how is the hard part. I did therapy, councelling, meds, detox, signed myself in a psyc ward out of frustration and finally two rehab centres. Two months of soul searching and intense therapy in rehab helped it makr since to me.
I still struggle. Will always be an alcoholic. I'll be the first to tell you that sucks. But Im ME again in sobriety. Its awsome ...when it doesnt suck...
Find support close to home, maybe a detox centre or similar resourse, but you CAN turn this around! My Quote I totally believe! " Its never too late to be what you might have be" !!
Keep blogging. Keep connecting. If you need some more personal contact then send me a friend request... I will try to follow you. Feel free to follow my blogs. They are just my daily journalling. I just put it all out there.
Challenge yourself to just one day of taking back control of your life.
Jewel

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whats reading? can't even and read the paper.
I CAn just about read a plup fiction book

any movies

pc game, anno 2070

September 16, 2014, 5:44 am
huh, i'm not worthy of help, theres other disabled people around that need more than do, started cutting again yesterday, gives me some sense of resealse for a while.
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