Addiction

I started methadone in May '09.. I'm trying to stay clean from heroin.

carnivals, jukeboxes, diners and drive-ins, pinball machines, storms, old abandoned buildings, cemetaries, animals, Las Vegas, old books with personal inscriptions on the inside cover... classic movies and actors... Carey Grant, Paul Newman, Carole Lumbard, William Powell, Humphrey Bogart, Elizabeth Taylor, Clark Gable.. costume parties... autumn and the month of October... house plants, tattoos, calloused hands, guys that get dirty at work, singers who look possessed on stage, scars, birthmarks... getting up really early in the morning, remembering my dreams, chess, singing badly and dancing worse, passionate people...

suede, dry skin, hunters...

Tom Waits, Elliott Smith, PJ Harvey, Velvet Underground, Modest Mouse, TOOL, Radiohead, Blonde Redhead, Badly Drawn Boy...

Palahniuk, Arthur Nersesian, David Sedaris...

Arsenic and Old Lace, Strange Days, Natural Born Killers, Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, Seven, Ravenous, I Heart Huckabees..