I've
decided
to
go
to
the
court
and
take
papers
out
to
stop
visitation
and
communcation,
per
the
issue
is
that
he
never
shows
up
7
weeks
stright
he
would
call
and
say
that
he
was
coming
and
never
show.
Then
2
weeks
ago
he
just
pops
up,
sees
the
kids
for
maybe
10
minutes
and
the
rest
of
the
time
in
reality
trying
to
feel
my
head
with
pity
for
him.
Questioning
who
I'm
seeing
and
such
other
questions.
In
fact
the
only
reason
he
truly
showed
up
was
because
the
day
he
chose
to
call
I
had
my
number
changed
1st
thing
that
morning,
so
he
couldn't
get
in
touch
with
us
so
he
had
to
show
and
see
what
was
going
on.
I
did
end
up
giving
in
and
giving
him
the
number
again
stating
that
his
calls
saying
he's
coming
and
not
showing
up
are
over
and
that
he
either
gets
his
sh*t
together
and
be
there
for
the
kids
or
stay
away.
I
am
the
one
the
only
one
that
has
to
see
there
faces
each
time
he's
a
no
show,
my
heart
brakes
for
them
each
time.
That
is
why
I
have
chose
to
do
the
paper
for
visitation,
being
that
he
never
shows
up
I
need
to
have
that
on
record,
and
so
that
our
son
will
not
have
to
continue
to
be
let
down
each
week
and
all
the
anger
he
continues
to
build
up
inside
because
of
his
fathers
no
shows.
At
this
point
he
doesn't
need
contact
or
visitation
because
when
he
does
show
up
he
only
spends
maybe
5
or
10
minutes
with
them
and
that
makes
him
feel
better
about
his
self
for
several
more
weeks.But
leaves
the
kids
more
upset
because
each
time
he
really
doesn't
make
time
with
them,
and
they
have
both
seen
me
outside
talking,
crying
and
telling
him
he
needs
to
be
inside
spending
time
with
them
that
they
should
be
1st
on
his
list.Everything
you
say
to
him
goes
in
one
ear
and
out
the
other.
As
long
as
he
thinks
he
can
continue
doing
this
nothing
will
ever
change.
He
has
it
put
in
his
head
that
he
isn't
doing
anything
wrong.Last
night
he
called
after
another
2
weeks
of
being
a
no
show
I
truly
just
told
him
off
and
what
I
thought
about
him.
I
told
him
I
was
tired
of
seeing
him
hurt
our
son
and
just
act
as
if
he
doesn't
have
one,
and
that
if
he
has
gas
to
go
to
drunks
house's
each
day
and
money
to
drink
and
get
high
then
his
excuses
for
not
having
gas
are
over.
I
advised
him
that
I
would
see
him
court
and
not
to
call
anymore
that
he
needs
help.
I
plan
on
in
the
paper
work
requesting
that
he
be
in
AA
as
well
as
parenting
classes,
I
can
note
his
drug
problem
but
not
sure
is
that
will
change
anything.
Please
give
me
any
advice
or
if
you
think
I'm
doing
the
right
thing.......
My
wife
left
me
because
of
my
addictions.
She
told
me
a
hundred
times
that
she
would
but
for
some
reason
I
never
thought
it
would
happen
but
I
was
sick
and
so
is
he.
You
need
to
cut
him
off
completely
and
let
him
know
you
won't
give
in
this
is
the
only
way
through
tough
love
he
needs
to
hit
bottom
before
he
can
understand
what
he
stands
to
loose
and
it's
not
healthy
for
you
either.
Now
I
have
a
great
relationship
with
my
two
little
girls
that
I
passed
up
to
get
high
and
me
and
my
ex
are
friends.
Stay
strong!!!!
I
agree
with
your
hatred
for
drugs.
Although
I
used
to
do
them
quite
a
bit
I
do
not
at
all
anymore.
Glad
your
in
counseling.
Hand
in
there
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PS
-
I'm
an
ol'
NC
native
myself....Boone
area.
not
really
I've
had
better
days,
I
seem
to
stay
more
upset
these
days.
i
get
sick
each
morning
from
i
guess
everything
that
is
going
on.
I'm
trying
to
understand
and
cope
with
everything
at
the
same
time.
I
try
so
hard
to
understand
what
all
my
son's
father
is
going
thru,
and
I
continue
to
be
overly
nice
to
him.
Last
night
we
had
some
words
over
him
taking
up
for
these
so
called
new
friends
he
hangs
with,
over
my
son.
I
was
very
upset
that
he
called
our
son
a
liar,
it's
like
these
people
he's
hanging
with
do
no
wrong.
He
is
barely
working,
so
I'm
trying
to
understand
how
he
can
afford
to
keep
drinking
and
if
he
is
still
using
coke.
By
his
actions
he's
doing
more
then
the
drinking,
he
can
be
nice
at
one
moment
and
the
next
he
is
flipping
out.
He's
barely
seen
our
son
in
the
past
3
months,
it
brakes
my
heart
each
day
to
love
someone
and
see
that
there
are
tearing
the
kids
apart.
Lately
he's
been
calling
upset
that
we
the
kids
and
I
are
going
through
so
much,
but
yet
he
makes
no
effort
to
see
them
or
change
his
life.
I'm
so
confused,
and
heartbroken
over
the
pain
I
see
my
kids
going
through.
His
cuzion
told
me
last
night
to
just
stop
answering
the
phone
when
he
calls,
and
let
him
see
that
were
done
letting
him
hurt
us.
what
do
u
think
.
what
do
u
think
