hey,i
really
feel
for
u,
it
must
be
killing
you
to
watch
someone
u
love
go
down
like
that.
Its
a
side
of
drugs
i
try
not
to
think
about
too
often
cos
i
was
once
the
one
who
was
breaking
my
loved
ones
hearts
with
my
addiction
and
self
destruction.
At
the
time
,i
thought
i
was
fine,
i
didnt
have
a
problem
an
i
couldnt
see
what
they
were
all
so
freaked
about
cos
i
wasnt
like
the
other
junkies,
i
was
able
to
control
myself
and
i
thought
they
didnt
need
to
be
worried.
But
in
actual
fact
i
was
in
a
bad
bad
way
and
deep
down
i
knew
it
but
every
time
i
took
drugs
those
thoughts
stayed
where
i
thought
they
belonged-
deep
down
inside
where
i
didnt
have
to
worry
about
them
or
face
them.
Once
i
started
going
to
a
clinic
an
stopped
using
every
minute
of
the
day
and
night
i
could
immeadiatley
see
the
sh*t
i
had
caused
and
i
could
also
see
the
difference
in
myself
every
day...and
4
months
on
i
think
thats
whats
kept
me
going.
One
thing
i
will
say
is
that
no
matter
who
told
me
i
had
a
problem
an
neeeded
to
stop,
i
didnt
listen-until
i
was
ready
too,
and
i
think
thats
the
hardest
thing
for
friends
/
family
of
addicts,
that
they
wont
listen
to
them
or
belive
what
there
telling
them,
so
in
turn
they
dont
think
the
person
cares
what
they
are
doing
to
themselves
or
their
loved
ones.
I
really
hope
one
day
very
soon
ur
ex
realises
he
does
have
a
problem
and
gets
help
cos
it
will
be
the
best
thing
he
will
ever
do
for
himself
and
the
people
who
care
about
him.
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